ttc after a d&c

[aaronswoman79]

Paused the movie while I make myself dinner. Laura ~ I LOVE X-Men too! Wolverine is yummy Sorry you are still in limbo about work, but as you've said, it isn't the end of the world. I am sure things will work out in your favor. Is your next scan this Thursday or the following?

Jess ~ I agree with Laura...Thank the Lord you were able to get away from your ex and that he is serving time permanently for his evil ways. Reading about what he is incarcerated for has given me chills! So glad you got yourself and your daughter away from that life! You are a brave woman!

Tash ~ You cannot rule the M&Ms out yet! You have to stay positive...maybe the power of persuasion is the trick? Bummer you didn't get your +ve OPK yet...keep poas doll and decorating for the Holidays! It will happen!

Thanks hon, Thank God we are alive after that psycho. He is so evil, and we cut all ties with his family because they never showed any interest in my daughter, always forgot her b-days, flaked out when they were suppose to visit her, and the last and finally insult was when they told me that I better let my daughter get to know her biological father and even go and visit him. They are absolutely crazy. I would never take my daughter to a jail of any sort. Those people were delusional. And of all prisons, he was in San Quentin at the time. The worse part is, he has all of his family manipulated into thinking he is innocent, when the police actually tracked him on the internet, used an undercover cop to catch him, and in each rape case he left his DNA.

My husband is nothing like this man. My husband is a professional, non womanizer, just a completely different person. The real problem I have with my husband right now, he has a lot of problems showing affection. At times he tries hard and then just shuts down, so its been hard. Especially because I am so affectionate by nature, ever since a little girl, I always needed to be held loved and cuddled. My 6 year old is just like me in that regard.

Whats sad in all of this is my husband's whole family disowned him because they didn't approve of me (because I wasn't "pure" before marriage) and because he left the Mormon church. They all live in Utah, my younger daughter has a bunch of cousins over there and they want nothing to do with us. So it is basically just us and my mom. We have found a good church to go to and they told us that they are our new family. Actually my husband just announced to the pastor on Sunday that we were expecting. The pastor and his wife also lost a baby many years ago, so he knows exactly what we have been going through. Blood is not always thicker than water unfortunately.

 

[aaronswoman79]

Jen. Yay for High Risk Dr and Zofran (my sister was on it too!). Boo about the small dental practice and potential weakened cervix! At this point it's anything that will get you your healthy little one is what has to be done!

Laura. I am not a fan of grocery shopping. Its nice that DH isn't here because I had just what I needed for my soup so I am spared the trip from the grocery store until Friday!

Kaylee. Hoping today was a good day for you...



Ok. Time to find out what happens next in this movie!
Edit: I Iron Man and Thor!

Thor... omg Chris Hemsworth!! I dropped my jaw when I saw his body in that movie. He had a beautiful physique. My husband looked jealous when he saw me gawking over him. lol

 

[jen435]

Hi horseypants! Im so sorry ur having so,many ups and downs are u okay? Anyway we can comfort u?

 

[jen435]

Jessica soo glad u are with a better man now. Sorry he isnt affectionate. I know how that is thou. just think ull have ur baby to cuddle with soon!! For now u have ur dd. Btw is ur husband excited?

 

[mommylov]

Jess, yay for good HCG levels!

Laura & Jen, love to you and your beans!

Angel, hope you are enjoying/enjoyed your movie

Horsey, sorry for ups and downs but we you too!

Tash, Geegirl & kaylee, hope you ladies are doing ok

Still hanging in there but ready to go home Everyone here at work was really worried since they saw me crying and holding my stomach last wed so they knew something was wrong and that I was in a lot of pain. They all know now and have actually been very supportive. I think even more so than the first time since this is the second time and its around the holidays. Im praying that things get sorted soon so that I can get tested and maybe try again. It sounds awful but its what I am looking forward to. Love you girls loads and sorry my mind is just all over the place. I wish you guys well always and I appologize if I didnt be specific to everyones situation in my well wishes.... just trying to get it together and be done with this mc already.


LOTS of love you to ALL!!

 

[aaronswoman79]

Jessica soo glad u are with a better man now. Sorry he isnt affectionate. I know how that is thou. just think ull have ur baby to cuddle with soon!! For now u have ur dd. Btw is ur husband excited?

My husband is very excited. He is the more positive one. I called him to tell that my hcg more than doubled and he said I made his day. Well, this is baby number 4. I hope to God this baby will end up in my arms in the next 7 to 8 months. My husband has problems with affection, my older daughter is at that stage where she acts awkward and doesn't want to be hugged much, but my little one the 6 year old, she is so so extremely affectionate. You could just kiss and hug her all day and she would be in heaven. She is so sweet and so tender. She loves giving affection to me. She says that since it is almost winter and getting cold, she wants me to buy her a teddy bear suit (not sure if they even sell those) so she can be like a real teddy bear, so I can cuddle her all the time. lol.

 

[lilesMom]

that would be lovely girls, could def live on that angel
i would be bound to pass a shop on the way i could pick up some munchies h aha
i just had noodles and toast carb central but it goes down well and usually doesnt make me feel sicky xx
horsey hi honey, hopeu feel beeter soon sweetie xxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[lilesMom]

sorry was catching up again,
amy thanks for update hon, love and hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
its great ur work people r being nice, they would be veyr heartless if they werent xxxx
but it still helps a little xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

jessica u r soooo better off outta there (1sthubbywise) but u obvs know that and why shoudl she have to visit him ,its not like they can ever have proper realtionship since he is a phychoa dn wont be out for like 30 yrs xxxxxxxxx

 

[aaronswoman79]

Jess, yay for good HCG levels!

Laura & Jen, love to you and your beans!

Angel, hope you are enjoying/enjoyed your movie

Horsey, sorry for ups and downs but we you too!

Tash, Geegirl & kaylee, hope you ladies are doing ok

Still hanging in there but ready to go home Everyone here at work was really worried since they saw me crying and holding my stomach last wed so they knew something was wrong and that I was in a lot of pain. They all know now and have actually been very supportive. I think even more so than the first time since this is the second time and its around the holidays. Im praying that things get sorted soon so that I can get tested and maybe try again. It sounds awful but its what I am looking forward to. Love you girls loads and sorry my mind is just all over the place. I wish you guys well always and I appologize if I didnt be specific to everyones situation in my well wishes.... just trying to get it together and be done with this mc already.


LOTS of love you to ALL!!

Love you Amy. I hope you get everything sorted out and when you do have a healthy pregnancy, hopefully I will still be pregnant (you never know), I know I should be more positive about myself, then our due dates will still be really close. I am here waiting for you hon. As I sit here hoping for my little bean to stick I am also praying for you to get the go ahead and start trying again, and have your LO. No matter when it happens all of our kids will be very close together in age!!

 

[lilesMom]

jessica if u find a teddy bear suit let me know so i can buy one for OH
i want a live teddy bear my oh is quite cuddly in fariness to him just not so much in public he has a lower cuddle threshold in public , prob not considered very manly
ur dd sounds super cute xxx

 

[horseypants]

keep talking that cheers me up. im really ok - but just feeling freaked out about the due date coming up and no good news on my front since. it's like im fine now, but i know it's not gonna be a pretty month. it'll be so sad since i was supposed to have a baby by xmas. but keep talking and know im not as self centered as i sound lol.

 

[aaronswoman79]

keep talking that cheers me up. im really ok - but just feeling freaked out about the due date coming up and no good news on my front since. it's like im fine now, but i know it's not gonna be a pretty month. it'll be so sad since i was supposed to have a baby by xmas. but keep talking and know im not as self centered as i sound lol.

Horsey, if anybody is self centered I think I have been pretty bad. If you look page so many pages all I do is whine about myself problems etc. lol. You are always so sweet, coming and checking up on us and always have sweet things to say. I hope you can find comfort this month with your fiance by your side.

 

[lilesMom]

horsey u r totally not self centered , u r just feeling sad, we have all been there and we all stil hav eour really bad patches, due date is gonna be a really yucky date for us all. im the same hon, i kept callin lile my xmas present. i will be really sad not to get her xxxxx chick xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[horseypants]

aaronswoman79, nonsense. keep talking

thanks lilesmum and all of you who have comforted me over and over. df is being a sweetheart lately. i think we will make it through this.

 

[jen435]

horsey u never self centered jessica summed it up ur sweet caring loving. We love u here and want u to be happy. Im so sorry ur edd is nearing. So glad dh is being sweet to u. You deserve the best. Ur rainbow will come sweety and remember we are here for u always. Ur angel is looking over mommy and daddy telling u not to be sad because baby is okay and u will meet one day.

 

[aaronswoman79]

aaronswoman79, nonsense. keep talking

thanks lilesmum and all of you who have comforted me over and over. df is being a sweetheart lately. i think we will make it through this.

You will have your LO horsey. There were times where I thought it wasn't gonna happen. There are so many fears after a mc or d&c. My due date was also in December. Actually it was between dec. 27 & 29th. Right around x-mas.

 

[lilesMom]

aaronswoman79, nonsense. keep talking

thanks lilesmum and all of you who have comforted me over and over. df is being a sweetheart lately. i think we will make it through this.

im glad ye r gettin on honey, it is a strain on a realtionship cos both people have their own ways of dealing with grief and when they dont match up it can be hard, xxxx glad ye r good now hon xxx

 

[lilesMom]

im off to bed chicas xxxxxxx
love and to all xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[xoxo4angel]

Movie was good! It's nearly 7pm and it is pitch black outside all thanks to daylight savings! Where has my day gone? Crazy!

Horsey ~ Would have been due dates are so disheartening. I'm so glad your DH is supportive about it all. I saw from your temps AF started (sorry if you stated this earlier). Fx this round the Clomid does its trick and you get New Year's Twins! Is the Dr upping or changing your dose in any way?

 

[horseypants]

i dont know if they are going to up my dose. i've been on the edge of my seat all day waiting to hear back from my doc.