OMG I'm so sorry that you had such a difficult with some of the people that you had to tell about your m/c.
I think some people just don't know what to say especially if they have never gone through it. I always think I'm the worst person about being "sensitive" when dealing with these types of subjects especially death. I'm a great listener but I never know what to say. And now going through something as terrible as this I think it has opened my eyes that I'm not the only one that has these issues from time to time. My closest friend didn't know what to say and kinda avoid talking to me at all. She said that she hurt for me and wish she could fix it but after that she kinda backed off and stopped talking to me for awhile (this is someone that emails, calls and is all over my sh*t all the time).
So I knew that she was uncomfortable.
At least we have BnB to come and talk with others that are going through the same thing and are sensitive to how we feel. But unfortunately there is no way to avoid having to tell those people that knew you were pregnant.
AFM - we went into ttc and knowing we did NOT want to tell anyone besides parents and a couple that we are very close with (yep same girl I mentioned above). However we've been discussing with other close friends that we were going to start ttc so when my birthday celebration came around at the end of May I thought to myself gosh I've gotta get rid of this hpt or I'll be tempted to use it on my bday (13 dpo) but to my surprise I tested positive at 9 dpo!
So I was faced with not drinking
in front of my closest friends that already knew we were ttc.
How in the heck was I gonna pass that off?
So instead of lying to them we decided to celebrate my bday and baby.
Of course about a week later I was in the ER with spotting and worrying we were gonna lose the baby. Everything seemed to check out except my levels were REALLY high for being that early. So my dr wanted to confirm that there were not more than one. Got the confirmation there was only one, show the heartbeat and sent on my way. Multiple follow ups which looking back now should have been a clue that something wasn't right even if dr didn't say so.
Live and learn. I had pretty much been cautious anyway saying stuff like let's wait and be sure everything is okay (esp to my mom, who was really excited and wanted me to tell my grandparents). Kinda knew to myself the weekend before my appt that confirmed the mmc that something wasn't right. Didn't feel pregnant.
Of course that Tuesday the 5th found out the baby was gone. I pretty much sent text messages to everyone. I wanted NO part of talking, seeing or being around people that knew. I took the whole week off of work (never happens) and just sat around in bed for the most part.
It was difficult but at least this time I know that I will NOT be telling anyone that isn't very and I mean VERY close to me (i.e. parents). I'm too scared!
Holy cow that was long...