I feel like it wil be a bfn this month and I'm ignoring any 'symtoms' and putting them down to something else. I don't feel sick at all and that was a huge symtom in my last pregnancy. I really don't mind if I'm not this month, I'm looking forward to my holiday lol, it's the not knowing that kills me haha. Also we really tried with timing etc this month which gives me a bit of hope but I know there's still only like a 20% chance even with perfect timing