TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[Left wonderin]

Becks I know you know your body best but I wouldn't give up all hope just yet xxxxxxxxx

Garfie that's a lovely temp climb how you feeling ?

 

[Soanxious]

What tests did you use? don't rely on asda to get darker, try superdrug. x

Lisa you're not old! if your body has not long had a baby!! Im old!! I cant stay pregnant

 

[Soanxious]

Becks just missed other page.. are you getting the superdrug test today? if your temps still high thats really good news, mine just dropped off.

Crystal your temps are good when are you testing?

Fi WOW very nice temps!! x

AFM just finishing off my spotting, will get back to BD, they say I am due my fertile week from next monday onwards, so that will be a busy week.. OH will have to keep up xx

 

[Oasis717]

Wishing you masses of luck Tanya. Rooting for you xxx dh just got back so just gunna do the Super drug test but am expecting the same faint result. Just don't feel pregnant temp was 36.98 this morn. Xxxxx

 

[Oasis717]

Just faint still xxx

 

[Sparkle125]

Becks: I am hoping that your new tests will be different. FX

Fi: CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!

Crystal: Looking good!

Tanya: Here we both go again! Thinking positive for us both this next cycle.

AFM: I started AF yesterday. I will be moving on to using donor eggs this cycle. I don't think I have to wait, I can move forward straight away. I am in the process of picking a donor. Yikes. This is a LOT different than picking the other donor, because none of these girls are me! But, I will be picking one and moving forward soon. Crazy the way things happen. But, I know there is a reason. And I have always said and I firmly believe that the spirit and the soul of my child will come in whatever form he/she comes in. I am ready to meet my Rainbow Baby!!!

 

[Oasis717]

Its prob about half as dark as the Asda test last thurs xx

 

[Soanxious]

Becks im sorry your lines are not getting darker. did you save your FMU to do this test? and its the first superdrug test you have done isn't it? xx

Sparkle yes here we go again, I was told about N-Acetyl cysteine so I have just ordered some online and hoping they will help me.... Im so glad you do not have to wait to start on your donor eggs.. when do you think you will start? im so excited for you xx

 

[Soanxious]

Just saw test becks, remove it from case? grr so sorry its not looking that dark.. was it FMU? xx

 

[Oasis717]

It is the first one yes hun but by 17dpo my line was darker than the control with Brooklyn. Ill do the other test thurs but I know its all over. The line would be superdark by now. My fmu urine sucks so held for 3 hours. Im just worried how long this will all take. It took 11 long weeks in 2012 for my body to recognise the pregnancy had failed. No temp drop and no bleeding. Xxx

 

[Oasis717]

Its well faint hun. I knew it would be. Just worried what happens now. Xx

 

[Soanxious]

Becks im So sorry its not darker.. lets hope you get a proper answer soon xx

 

[crysshae]

I'm so sorry Becks.

Good luck finding the right donor, Jenn.

Good luck this cycle, Tanya.

Fi - How are you feeling?

FF gave me crosshairs finally....but it doesn't look right to me. So I tried putting in a low temp on CD5 to see if it just needed 3 temps before O. But then it takes them away and says it can not see an ovulation pattern. Weird!

 

[Oasis717]

I dunno what to do got awful docs so we are changing so cant go docs yet. Googled so much its 50/50. Half mc half had faint lines all the time and all ok but I just KNOW all is not ok xxx

 

[josie1234]

Becks - so sorry hun if you are right, big hugs to you. I really hope that you are wrong. xxxx

Sparkle - good luck with finding a donor, it is good that you don't have to wait. FX x

GL Tanya x

Fi - great news on the second line, so pleased for you xxx

AFM - still no AF, think it's going to be another long one
sicky feeling, headache and congestion and feel really tired. BFN - tried it just incase but knew it would be. OPK second line is fading so take it as not pos. see what happens. I am trying MACA and Agnus Castus this time to see if it helps my cycle.

 

[Soanxious]

Crystal those temps are awesome!! and that looks like a nice implantation dip FX.. when will you test? xxx And thanks... I am hoping to BD as much as possible.. im going to really pamper and make OH's life bliss that week so I get the most of what I want haha!!

Becks, we all do it, we spend all our time googling it and looking for answers about faint tests, unfortunately only time will tell and im hoping that you get that answer soon... can you not goto EPAU? and get bloods drawn? x

 

[Soanxious]

Jo I have heard so much about MACA and Agnus Castus, it may take a few cycles to get full effect, but hoping it starts to make a difference soon xx

 

[crysshae]

Thanks Tanya. I will test if AF doesn't show.

I think it's weird too that FF is giving me open circles for mornings I took my temp at my default time.

 

[Soanxious]

How odd is that with FF? email them and ask why, they normally get back to you on the same day x

 

[dancareoi]

Becks, sending lots of love and hugs your way xxx

Jenn, good luck with your egg donor

Hi everyone else

When we have our rainbows with us, like Caitlin and Brooklyn, we tend to forget the heartache of TTC after loss and the worry of parl.

Things seem so unfair at times, but we have to try and think that everything happens for a reason , difficult I know. When I had my 2 losses in 2012 it was difficult to think it was for a reason, but now when I look at Caitlin it was all meant to be.

So Becks and all you other TTC ladies, your rainbows are there and are waiting to join you.

I also read in 2012 that when you lose a LO their soul stays with you just waiting for a body to join.

Lots of love to all you fabulous ladies, your time will come.

If you've not read it before, there is a beautiful poem called 'an angel never dies' if you google it you should see my baby and bump posting with this ont.It still makes me cry now when I read it, but in a strange way it also brings comfort xxxxx