TTC after Methotrexate shot

[Hpyns4life]

Carmen I'm so sorry for you loses. I'm the only "one tuber" here, but the rest of these ladies are an amazing support for ectopic loses and those recovering from the methotrexate shot. I hope your numbers go down to 0 quickly and I'm glad you were able to have the opportunity to save your remaining tube.

 

[runningmom]

Thank you SO much for all the encouragement! You ladies are amazing!
Renzalxx- I am with ya. I feel like crap most of the time and get frustrated at my body but I know I need rest and healing. In due time.
Michelle- I am so sorry for BFN Maybe it's still too early to show two lines. And, thanks for your sweet words.
epump- That does help. You are right. The light is at the end of the tunnel. I'm hangin in.
TrAyBaby- I am so sorry and hope you feel better soon.
Carmen- I am SO sorry for your loss. Take care of your body and rest.

I do feel better today. It is quite strange how some days are bad and some days are better. I just go with the flow and try to make it through. Our blessings are great and not complete.

 

[sarbear4266]

Carmen I'm so sorry for you loses. I'm the only "one tuber" here, but the rest of these ladies are an amazing support for ectopic loses and those recovering from the methotrexate shot. I hope your numbers go down to 0 quickly and I'm glad you were able to have the opportunity to save your remaining tube.

I'm also a one tuber

 

[Hpyns4life]

sarbear: I didn't know you were a one tuber also! At least we have each other and some wonderful ladies on bnb. I don't know where I'd be without this forum. FX'd we find oue happiness soon!
runningmom: I'm glad you're hanging in there, it's so hard in the beginning. But like epump says, at least there's a light that you can focus on and a goal to reach out to.

 

[sarbear4266]

I find a lot of comfort with bnb...I pray that everyone gets their BFP's!

 

[epump]

Hey everyone! Well, I got a this morning!!!! I used a First Response (is that what everyone refers to when they say FRER??) hpt and FMU. The second line is most definitely there! It's not quite as dark as the control line but it's definitely darker than some of my earlier faint double lines. I'm 12dpo today. I'm feeling excited and of course a little scared and nervous. But I'm going to do my very best to take this one day at a time.

I've been feeling tired and cranky for the past week and a half. My breasts have been sore, but I would say the most prominent symptom so far has been a general queasiness. All week I've been on/off queasy - eating seems to help each time, but then it comes back a few hours later.

Next steps will be to call my FS on Monday and probably go in for my first beta on Monday or Tuesday. So nervous about that. Praying this little guy is burrowing deep in my uterus for a nice long stay! But for now I'm going to try and enjoy these next few days as best as I can! xxoo

 

[JPARR01]

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so freaking excited for you! WOOP WOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let us see a picture of the test LMAO!!!!!!!!!!

 

[TrAyBaby]

epump SO happy for you congrats yeah defo relax and enjoy the next few days

 

[cazi77]

epump - massive congratulations I am very happy for you. Its great to have some good news and has given me hope! xx

 

[MrsMoose]

Yay epump that's awesome!!! congrats!!

to everyone else, thanks so much for the kind words and support....

Carmen. xx

 

[runningmom]

Yah epump! CONGRATS!!!!!!!! I am SO happy for you. I am praying the little one burrows as well. Relax and take care of yourself. WooHoo!!!

 

[LittleBird]

Wow, epump, you did it! Congratulations!

 

[Kiki0522]

Epump- Congrautlations!!!

 

[Kiki0522]

Hi Ladies,

I had my mtx shot in mid January and I'm still waiting for that bfp. This is the first month that i'm experiencing symptoms that I think are promising. So i'm keeping my fingers crossed.
I remember seeing some of you ladies while I was going through my ordeal and I'm happy some have became pregnant.. And i'm hoping for the rest to become pregnant soon!

 

[happigail]

Hi everyone sorry I've been so Mia recently, I got myself deep down depressed there for while, but I've had 2 better days.

Hello Carmen, so sorry for your loss. Hugs to you xxx

Epump.. EEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!! Congrats to you sweet lady!!! Xxx

Everyone else, hope you are all well. I've had a coil fitted to tide me over until I can ttc again. It went ok but I'm still bleeding... I think I might be having af number 1 and it's merged as I got really cranky and had soar boobies so I think that's it.

Hugs all round xxxx

 

[Renzalxx]

EPUMP... WOOOOOOP WOOOOOOP AWESOME NEWS!!!!, started my Monday morning feeling poopie and now feel like doing a cartweel down the office hallway for you. Fantastic news and all the very very best hun xxxxx

Glad to have you back HappiGail and sorry you have been having such a rough time. Keep your chin up and know we are all here for you x

Carmen, so very sorry for your loss and wishing you a speedy recovery and big hugs to you I am currently waiting to hear from the hospital to see if my HCG has dropped down from 243... fingers crossed....


Woo!, just heard from the doc and I am at 9...... hopefully back to normal next week!!!

 

[Michelle78]

epump, OMG!!! Congrats, I have everything crossed that you have a thoroughly uneventful 9 months! Please keep us updated on how everything is going. I am so excited for you!!

 

[epump]

Thank you everyone! Your enthusiasm and support are so appreciated!

I have to confess: I am feeling so vulnerable and scared this morning. I spent all weekend in high spirits and was generally feeling very optmisitic and positive about the BFP. But then I took another hpt this morning (at 14dpo and 48 hours since the one on Saturday at 12dpo) and I didn't think the line was much darker. DH swears it's darker and I guess I can see a little bit, but I was honestly expecting a BRIGHT PINK test line this morning and it wasn't it. Now I'm terrified that history is going to repeat itself like last time.

I guess we really won't know anything until my first beta, probably tomorrow and then the repeat beta 48 hours after that. I probably won't take any more tests b/c it's causing me too much anxiety. I would post pictures but I'm already at work.

I just feel like crying - I really wanted to see a strong dark line like everyone else. I'm just feeling so vulnerable and scared and terrified again.

Thanks for listening you guys. And thanks so much for your support and kind words. xxoo

 

[JPARR01]

You just need to try and stay positive. For us ladies who have suffered miscarriages, our first instinct is always to suspect the worst because it has happened to us. You NEED to TRY and stay positive and know that this is your forever baby! I wouldn't take anymore tests because it seems to just be stressing you out. Go in and get your beta done and take it from there. Keep your head up Erin and stay positive hun! WE LOVE YA!!!!!!!

 

[LittleBird]

epump -- it's normal to be worried about a new pregnancy after what you've been through! You're right, the only way of knowing what's happening for sure is to wait for the beta numbers. Just keep that in mind!