Star, I hate that your feet are swelling. Awesome that your bp is fine, but it can still get uncomfortable. I had the same thing, perfect bp but serious swelling. I could only fit my feet into flip flops the last two weeks, lol. Hoping that you find relief and elevate whenever you can.
Breastfeeding isn't going how I'd hoped. I love the bonding feeling of nursing him, but bc of my low supply and his overwhelming demand, I'm now exclusively pumping. He's now eating between 5-6 ounces at each feeding (only 6 weeks tomorrow, it's unreal!). I was nervous that he may be overeating, but his doc said to keep doing what we're doing bc his growth and weight gain is right on track. So I pump and pump and pump and end up with 4 bottles of breastmilk for him a day. Then he has 4 bottles of formula a day as well. It's not what I had planned, and the mama guilt about it weighs heavily on me, but he's still getting some benefits from half breast milk and the important part is that he's well fed. I'm taking supplements to increase mammary tissue though ( I had no increase in breast size during pregnancy) and I've noticed. Slight improvement after a week. It says to give it 2-3 weeks so hopefully there will be more progress that leads to more milk.
The worry never stops ladies, I understand that now. From ttc, to pregnancy, to mothering, the worry is the one constant. Womanhood and motherhood is hard! We just have to have each other's backs and remind each other that we're doing the best we can, whether that be the crazy ttc regimens we put ourselves on, the constant worry and fear surrounding everything during pregnancy, or the guilt and second guessing when caring for a baby. Hang in there ladies, it's tough work we have!