I need to join this thread.
Dh and I have been NTNP/TTC for 2 years and TTC for over a YR
I have hypothyroidism and a slew of other problems, PCOS, endo, overwight you name it lol
Anyhoo here's my story;
I have been away from the church for quite some time and randomly the sunday before last Dh randomly asked if I wanted to go to church with him (he never goes ever and he believes in God but doesn't belong to any church) I hadn't been in months and jumped at the chance to go together (again, never has happened in the 4 years we've been together!!) The whole mass was about conception and there were little children EVERYWHERE!!! It was really strange. I had this spiritual awakening, if you will, and many weird things started happening. I met a woman the next day randomly at the grocery store and we ended talking for an hour. She told me I was going to have a baby girl and to give her the name Mary. I was crying at this point (it had been a very emotional conversation) and said, Ok. She said I could just do it as a middle name and told her Ok. I told my mom about it and she thought it was beautiful. She wanted to guess what the first name would be (I've had this picked out for 1 and a half years now since my friend got pregnant with her 5th and we were going to adopt the baby, later that fell through) She got it on the very first guess "Brie" short for Brielle. She said she had never even heard of that name before and it just came out of her mouth because she said it sounded right. So, I told dh about it so that's settled lol. We hadn't bd'd in a while cause dh said I was pressuring him and then that night we made love and it wasn't about getting pregnant, it was about loving each other. Well the very next day my temp plummetted and I thought OMG am I going to O??? Well my temp did go up but I couldn't see a shift. I was upset for a little bit because I thought I was going to get pregnant and then didn't O. Well today my temp skyrocketed. I seriously think it was a slow rise ladies. Today I had twinges in my right and left sides. Idk but I still have this feeling. Two days ago, dh and I went to church again and the whole mass was about healing. I was praying the whole time that God would heal me and my infertility. I'm sure what's going to happen ladies but for the first time in 3 years of stress, anxiety, and miscarriages, I'm giving it to God and relaxing. My little Brielle is on her way and when she gets here, me and daddy will be awaiting her with open arms.
I want to pray for anyone struggling with ttc or ltttc, infertility, rpl, adoption worries. I would love some prayers too ladies.