Mrs W, don't feel bad about ranting, I am the worst! No one wants to be around me on day one of AF or second day of AF, I'm a psycho - so mad at the world, really pissed off that I let myself think that I was pregnant and that my period was IB. I have been there the last five cycles! I know I haven't been through what you have, but I do get the desperation - I am utterly desperate for a BFP xxx
I am on CD 21 now (oui oui Lola!) and I got a mega positive OPK today, much darker than yesterday... I didn't even think possible. Looking at yesterday's one, it dried lighter than I expected and this one has stayed dark, much darker than the control line and I had EWCM too... lots of it! So we DTD again.
I am hoping for a shoot up in temperature tomorrow but you do never know with my body. If I am ovulating CD 21, I sure hope that I don't just have a 9 day LP. That's not going to work for anyone!
I'm still holding out hope for you Mississ, and Lola! We got this! Mrs W, if it is hideous witch, I know you'll get your rainbow. I know I sound so annoying, but we'll all get there. This ride does suck. xxxx