Ahhhh

you've all expressed my feelings...exactly!!! We can all relate to each other in this area like NO ONE ELSE!

to be really honest..I've cried ONCE during the past 20 cycles...after the first 4 or 5 cycles of BFN, I really hardened my heart on this whole thing...still trying, of course, every month, but never expecting anything. Perhaps that has been my problem

It just seems unimaginable that I'll ever have a BFP. Most gals who have been trying this long have AT LEAST had a +pg test a time or two...don't get me wrong..I don't want to have a chemical or miscarriage, BUT never a hint of BFP

...tubes are open, hubby's swimmers are good

what the heck is wrong?! Maybe it's my unbelief....

I try really hard to say "okay, God, it's totally up to you...I trust your will in this"...next thing I know, I'm researching the next thing "I'M" going to try to get us a baby

ugh..
Anywho, what are the chances of "open" tubes closing? I had my hsg in Feb. dye was smooth sailing through both tubes

wonder if/when I should have another?
I'm still doing my holistic approach...currently on day 21...not expecting full affects of all I'm taking until 90 days. I'm going to try really, really really hard to enjoy the upcoming holidays and time with my family and NOT think too much about TTC.
Love you girls

couldn't do this without you!!!