I looked into doing IVF.. I had just called the hospital the day of or the day before I found out about my pregnancy. I have never looked into it into detail, but I can't imagine all the things you are going through, Brandy. I pray you get your little one and don't have to go through it again. Are you going to go for two or more, if you don't mind me asking?? We were going to do two eggs.
Good luck with your IUI, Galvan..
I am impatiently waiting for Wednesday so I can test again. I want to go out and buy a bazillion more tests, but I don't really know why one test line would be dark and the next test so light I need to strain and possibly "imagine" the double lines. It is making me feel like maybe I got bad tests. They are just the 88 cent ones from Walmart. Then I think that the likelihood of all of the tests being bad and showing false positives would be like 100 to 1. I am neurotic about this double line stuff. I don't feel anything like I felt last month. I get cramps on and off and backache on and off, but there is no pain, no bloating, just a little breast soreness, some days more than others. My husband doesn't believe me since one of the tests are real light and he can't see the line. He had Lasik eye surgery though so his vision isn't as good as mine, or he isn't as crazy as me. (I wanna go with the first one..
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I am just gonna say that I am pregnant, believe that with all my heart, and if I am somehow not, I will crazily convince myself otherwise cause I believe I am.
I am beginning to hate trying to conceive. On top of everything I will have to schedule a Dr visit quickly since I had blood clots in my lungs before and will have to give myself a shot in the belly of Lovenox everyday of the pregnancy and 6 weeks after. I am stressed. I bought What to Expect When You're Expecting, despite the fact that I have two children already.
The sharp shooting pains in my boobs are a real aggravation. And they are leaky.. I want to take a break with anything conception related.
I hope everyone is having a better weekend than I am. I got up this morning to my son calling his step-dad a faggot.. Started the day off great since I made my son have to ask permission for everything he does from his step-dad; even to going to the bathroom so he can learn that love is a gift and worth appreciation when that someone feeds and clothes you and cares for your every need. Darn teenaged boys and their stubborn pride.
MommaBrown.. Good luck with number two. I also have a dominant left ovary, not sure about the size of the tube. I never asked.
I figured it would give me one more reason to feel incompetent. I have enough of those already.