Tubal Reversal ladies, just moved from WTT!!!

[fluterby429]

These are Wed through today

 

[cupcakestoy]

Oh wow flutter, it is darker.... Idk what to think....any chance its a new pregnancy? If not maybe retained tissue?
Sorry I've not posted in here.....nothing new here. Glad to see all is well LL! Hi to everyone!

 

[fluterby429]

I mean I guess it could be a new pregnancy but who knows

 

[AngienDaniel]

Alot of women ovulate right after a loss due to the 'period' they have. You don't have to have a real period to get pregnant. Looks like you dtd and got another bun in the oven. I would go get my numbers checked. There is a slight possibility that it's just a fluctuation, but looks like it's getting way too dark for it to be going down.
I will jump the gun and say congratulations!

I have changed our diet here and begun taking royal jelly along with the hundred other vitamins I am taking, plus the hubby is on vitamins. I will be calling on Monday to set up an appt for acupuncture. Mostly for anxiety, but in this small town it's better to be an established patient. I will go once or twice a month I guess.
This is all I will be taking for the next 5 months:
Royal jelly twice a day
Vitex twice a day
Maca root twice a day
Coq10 once
Methyl B-12
Fish oil twice a day
aspirin
I have changed our diet to no red meats, but nuts and eggs and grapenuts cereal for protein. I have not cut out caffeine, but only have one coffee a day. No more chocolate. I will be starting acupuncture in May, probably twice a month until October. The hubby will take a multivitamin, coq10 and in Sept will cut out all alcohol. He is already trying to quit smoking. I had to begin the pills already as I read 6 months out is the best time to give them time to be normal to your body. I will add things like pineapple in a few months before. I wrote me out a calendar and all the things I am using. It's a bit tough to keep up with. We also have started hiking for exercise. I am pretty excited even though it's months and months away. My hubby says he doesn't want to be a 'fat daddy'. Sometimes it's hard to talk about it to each other since we both have such high hopes. We def know we are giving ourself the best chance we will have this try though for sure.

Hope you got a new little one growing strong, Fluter!
Hope your baby is doing great, LLawson! Cupcake, I bet you are excited for August to get here!
MommaBrown, I hope your Metformin has you testing with those double lines soon!

 

[fluterby429]

Well I started to bleed last night and this morning the test is lighter. Chemical maybe?Im not ready to be pregnant. I want to be sure I get my folic acid in and I'm prepared for my FET. Don't get me wrong, we'd be thrilled but I think this may have been a chemical because my body isn't ready

 

[LLawson]

Sorry Fluter, I was hoping it was viable but I understand you saying your not ready yet.
Angie sounds like you have everything in order.
AFM, I need lots of prayers and advice if anyone has any. I have a mini dachshund,hes 12. Hes had kidney issues for 11 yrs. hes got sick and been on doggie dialysis 3 days last week. It barely brought his levels down and they went right back up. They are so high their machines wont register the exact level on his BUN. Hes been sent home to pass and if he doesnt before he starts having convulsions we are going to have to put him down. If you all remember, We had to put down our 14 yr old Redbone/Lab back in Sept. my husband and I both went through a horrible depression. We didnt eat for days and still have breakdowns thinking about her. Some of you may think Im crazy but I think of my animals as my real children and feel the same way about them. This little guy is really special to me. Hes stayed with me through my 10 knee surgeries and never would leave my side. He has literally been at my feet, in my lap or by my side for 12 yrs. I have no idea what I will do without the little guy. Ive already had one breakdown when they gave us that news Friday. Im very very worried about how it will affect me and I dont want to harm this baby. Im trying to figure out what if anything that can be done to avoid the stress. Im so scared and have no idea how I will contain myself. I keep telling myself over and over I cant let it affect me cause it can harm the baby but then when I think about this little dog I cant help but hurt so bad! Any suggestions and lots of prayers would be greatly appreciated! I Love this little guy so much! My husband is as bad as me and he broke down with me Friday so hes not going to be much help when something does happen. Im also at the dilemma to where I dont think I can be there if he has to be put down but I have so much Love for him that I cant let him pass without me being there with him. I just think that would be cruel! I know alot of you probably think Im crazy feeling this way over an animal but hes my baby and I love him so much!

 

[AngienDaniel]

LLawson, I will pray for you to be strong for your baby and I pray God gives you peace about your little puppy. He sounds like he was a great companion dog for you and he gave you all the years of love he had to give. Maybe you can focus on the blessing he gave you all those years? You should do what will bring the least harm to your child. When I was going thru my first IVF, my bird Luna died and it was so horrible for me I know that's why I failed that IVF. I cried and cried and when I wasn't crying I was thinking about her. If you struggle with sadness, you should immediately think of the joy he brought you instead. When I was pregnant with my little girl, my Papaw died. My Mom would not allow me to attend his burial cause deep despair can have a lasting affect on people...even people not born yet, so be easy on your little one. You are early days yet.. Make your husband go if he has to be put down and you just focus on the good things he gave you. Since a person can't not feel grief, just make it a healthy grief filled with loving memories and not painful ones.
I don't blame you for wanting to wait, Fluter.

 

[LLawson]

Thanks Angie! We lost our Little Buddy this morning. He had a few siezures last night and never really regained full consciousness so my husband and mother n law took him and put him down. They made the decision for me not to go. My husband said he was already gone and wouldnt know if I were there anyway. We are devastated and heart broken.
I also have a close friend (more like parents), the man had two strokes and they took him off the machines today. I was asked by his wife to come up to the hospital with all their children. I cant do it. Im so stressed anyway and theres no way I can handle that. I hate not being there for his wife. Im struggling very hard with this decision and dont know if its the right one.
Please pray for me ladies! I think I need it now more than ever! I have had the worst few weeks ever!

 

[AngienDaniel]

You could send flowers instead of visiting, with a little note about how you wish you could be there, but since you can't be, you send your prayers and love... That's all you should do really. You should lay back on your couch and watch some cartoons and just rest. Anyone that matters will understand. It is hard for you to risk the health of your baby to visit the hospital, but you can call too and explain to her so that it doesn't damage your friendship. I have found that full honesty is best so there are no hurt feelings.. She needs you, but you gotta take care of your little one so I would just tell her the truth cause it might really hurt her that you aren't there. I always over-analyze things though..

Oh and I am sorry about your Dog. Love is definitely a catch-22. I hope you remember only good things and it makes your heart smile, not be sad..

 

[Jenafyr4]

So excited for you all. Ive been mia, working, back in school and taking care of my kids. Addisyn is wonderful and getting big. Wish you all the best. It wont let me add pics from my phone, but will soon

 

[fluterby429]

LL I'm so sorry about your losses. My animals are like my family too. I had to get rid of my dog a couple of months ago because no matter what we did, he didn't like the baby and I couldn't chance that but my heart is still breaking. We got a new puppy and my heart is not attached to her. I hope in time it will come.

Today I competed my first semester of nursing school. It feels good to not have the stress of homework and tests for awhile.

 

[AngienDaniel]

Hey Everyone! Hope you all are doing well!

 

[fluterby429]

Hope everyone had a fabulous Mother's Day

 

[LLawson]

Thanks Ladies! Im feeling better now. I still miss my little buddy though. I didnt go to my friends visitation or funeral. I just sent some windchimes and flowers. I just couldnt attend.
I had another ultrasound Thursday. Everything is looking great still but I did find out I have an anterior placenta. She said that shouldnt be a problem unless it drops but the only issue right now would be not feeling the baby as much. That already drives me crazy. I have to check with the doppler once or twice a week if I don't feel him to reassure me hes ok. Other than that things are great. He kept puttiing his hand on his head, then face and eventually covered his whole face with it. Its so sweet to watch all that.
I hope you all had a Great Mothers Day! I had a an Awesome one, the kids really spoiled me this year.

 

[fluterby429]

Super quiet in here. I hope all is well

 

[LLawson]

I was thinking the same thing.
Things are going well here just super busy trying to prepare room for the baby.
Hope everyone is doing well.

 

[AngienDaniel]

Things are good here. I have finally begun saving for a cycle hopefully in October. If we get finished saving before, then maybe in September. Still taking all those vitamins and coming up on my third month. Anxiety symptoms almost gone too. Waiting waiting..

 

[LLawson]

Awesome news Angie!

 

[Mommabrown]

Hi girls, hope all is well with everyone.

My little TR baby is starting preschool in August and I'm going back to work. Haven't been ttc really but NTNP. Really just focusing on my body and diet and exercise regimen for several months now.

Anyways sending you all baby dust and lots of love.

 

[~Brandy~]

I pop in every couple weeks to check on everyone. My twins are 27 months already! Obviously since I had an emergency hysterectomy I won't be having anymore so I don't have anything to add. But I come hoping to hear good news