PeppersCastle
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This is my first pregnancy and will be my only child. I've suffered enough with morning sickness, insomnia, headaches, severe depression etc etc
I just can't do this again.
I know that at 14 weeks it's not accurate. She did say "don't quote me on that" but it's all I can think of right now and I'm devastated. Truly devastated.
I don't want a daughter. I don't know why. I just know that I'll never bond with her. This makes me sound like a disgusting human being, and I am a disgusting human being for even admitting it, but I won't want to bond with her.
I've been talking to my Dad and his wife trying to find out why I can't stand the thought of having a baby girl. We've come up with a few reasons but none of them seem to have any stick with me.
I know I'm being overdramatic and there's plenty of people who would LOVE a baby girl. But I have to wait another 6 weeks to find out if I get my son or if I get a daughter. It's only been two days and I'm already jittery and anxious.
I jut feel like a stupid annoying drama queen for being sad over something I knew was a possibility anyway.
I just don't want a girl.
Thanks for reading anyway. x
I just can't do this again.
I know that at 14 weeks it's not accurate. She did say "don't quote me on that" but it's all I can think of right now and I'm devastated. Truly devastated.
I don't want a daughter. I don't know why. I just know that I'll never bond with her. This makes me sound like a disgusting human being, and I am a disgusting human being for even admitting it, but I won't want to bond with her.
I've been talking to my Dad and his wife trying to find out why I can't stand the thought of having a baby girl. We've come up with a few reasons but none of them seem to have any stick with me.
I know I'm being overdramatic and there's plenty of people who would LOVE a baby girl. But I have to wait another 6 weeks to find out if I get my son or if I get a daughter. It's only been two days and I'm already jittery and anxious.
I jut feel like a stupid annoying drama queen for being sad over something I knew was a possibility anyway.
I just don't want a girl.
Thanks for reading anyway. x