My significant other and I have been making love for about 2 years now. We are always using a condom and always check for breakage before and after and have never had it happen. Usually he doesn't even ejaculate in me so we have it about down to a science. The odd thing, I see so many people upset and distraught over young pregnancy. I am 20 years old and I find myself wishing that thing would break. I know its insane and its not because I don't want to lose him i just want to have a child with him so unbelievably badly. The few times last year I was over two weeks late I was terrified that I would be pregnant. But now, maybe its just because I know we're so careful that it wont happen unless I want it to, I want our baby. Making love to him is amazing, I want to mother his children I want to give birth to our first daughter or son and I don't want to wait any more. Am I crazy?