wamommy
4 little monkeys!
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I'm feeling slightly better today. The same emotions are still there, but the edge is taken off a bit, if that makes sense. I think the hormones are bringing things to the surface that I've worked hard to suppress or just "deal with." I think my maternity insurance covers marriage counseling, so I might bring it up to DH today. Also, what Helena said is probably true. I'm terrified! Everything seems a bit impossible. The first couple days were just full of shock and a bit of adrenaline and excitement. Once I actually sat and THOUGHT about another baby, I started to feel like I'm drowning.
Thank you for your encouragement about going back to work, Kellen! I hope you're right. I DO feel lucky to get to spend so much time with my kids while they're so young. It's a luxury in many ways. It's also tough, though. I miss feeling intellectually valuable and productive. I get a TON out of raising the kids, but once they start school it's a huge priority to me to get back out there and be part of the work force again.
Dragon, I'm glad DH just needed cuddles Silly men... why couldn't he just ask? The FRER does look negative, but what a convincing blue dye! I don't understand why they make those, either. If I hadn't started reading BnB I would have no idea about blue dye, and those tests would be so meanly convincing!! It seems like pink dye can't be THAT much more expensive, since the dollar store ones are pink! Any signs that AF is near?
Thank you for your encouragement about going back to work, Kellen! I hope you're right. I DO feel lucky to get to spend so much time with my kids while they're so young. It's a luxury in many ways. It's also tough, though. I miss feeling intellectually valuable and productive. I get a TON out of raising the kids, but once they start school it's a huge priority to me to get back out there and be part of the work force again.
Dragon, I'm glad DH just needed cuddles Silly men... why couldn't he just ask? The FRER does look negative, but what a convincing blue dye! I don't understand why they make those, either. If I hadn't started reading BnB I would have no idea about blue dye, and those tests would be so meanly convincing!! It seems like pink dye can't be THAT much more expensive, since the dollar store ones are pink! Any signs that AF is near?