That makes total sense, Sierra, and I'm sure it's doubly strong (germ fears) once you're given the responsibility of protecting your little one! I'm the same way, and wash hands obsessively and always carry hand sanitizer. The pediatrician's office is actually where I have the hardest time. I sit there and think about all of the sick kids that have been in that room all day
Have you heard back form your DH? Hopefully he'll just tell his Mom that you'll have to reschedule. If he doesn't want to breech the poison ivy subject, maybe he could stick to his guns about your plans? How tough! Like Dragon, there are times I feel lucky not to have MIL worries.
Kellen, I hope your surgery goes well today
Your body is probably trying to start AF, but stress can make it all wonky. It sounds like you have your fair share of stress lately! Also, once my AF came back it took 3 cycles to be "normal." The first 2 were super light and only 1-2 days long.
Dragon, I'm sorry to hear your AF is so bad
Maybe it was a chemical? Either way, I know it stinks. My Mom used to tell me to take 4 Advil and a glass of wine and a hot bath. Boy, does that work well!! She told me this when I was like 15, though
Just the lessen a teenager needs.
I am very ashamed. I took my last FRER. I wasn't going to, but it was sitting in the bathroom cupboard taunting me. Now I'm out of tests, and I won't buy any more. With Max, I tested until the line was darker than the control. Today, the line is WAY darker than the control, so I guess that's it. Max slept terribly last night (I think he's getting a tooth too and was up every hour) and I sat in the dark in my room, rocking him and I was swept over with such a strong love for him and gratefulness to have him, that it made it seem like everything will be ok. Each child I have was put here for a reason, and I am so very lucky to have them. I need to focus on this new baby in THAT light, and remember that emotion.
Here's what we do with our days!