it will happen when it is meant to
Hey sorry I've been MIA ladies! Liam has been the teething toddler from hell lately (poor baby has always popped many teeth all at once and now he's working on molars) and when I'm not caring for or comforting him I've been pretty addicted to Fable 3, haha. I hope that everyone is doing okay, I read a few posts as quickly as I could to try and catch up a bit.
Aidens I hope that your surgery goes well and that you either don't have endo or that it's the most mild possible form.
Sorry that Isla has been sick lately! I hope that she got well soon or will if she hasn't already.
KK I can't wait to hear more news on the testing/AF status front! FXd still that you get the answer you really want.
Hello and welcome to all of the new ladies! :wave:
I'm slightly jealous of all of the ladies whose OH's get broody when they have pregnancy scares that turn out to be not pregnant. When I have a pregnancy scare DF gets all freaked out and says "If you're pregnant now then we won't have a third". Not even a hint of broodiness from him on that front, quite the opposite.
Right now AF is "late" (I never know when to really expect it these days as breastfeeding screws up my cycles so much). Right now I'm on CD33 which is how long my last cycle lasted so if AF doesn't show up tomorrow I will officially be on my longest cycle since my original 38 day cycle that was my first PP cycle back in June. I always hate it when AF doesn't show up when I'm expecting it too because then there is always that tiny glimmer of hope that I might be pregnant even though logically I know that it's nearly impossible. I'm debating on whether or not to test tomorrow or wait a few more days as I suspected that I O'd later than expected this cycle. In other news I'm starting to get worried about my recent bought of weight loss. I stepped on the scale this morning and weighed 2 lbs less that I did just a couple of days ago. I'm not even trying to lose weight, I don't know how it's happening. At first it was great because my prepregnancy weight was way too much, so it felt good to be back down to my preferred weight again, I felt great. But now I'm still losing and I only have about 13 more lbs at most until I'm considered underweight. ):
He seems pretty comfortable with TTC next year, but as it stands now he is not at all ready and would see me getting pregnant as a bad thing. 
I'm going through my second "scare" in a row and it's no better this time than it was last time with him. On one hand I really want to be pregnant; I've wanted nothing for for 2 1/2 years. But on the other hand I don't want to be because I want this baby to be something my OH and I are both happy about and excited for, which won't happen until he's ready to TTC *sigh*
hehe wishful thinking!
Did you test today?!?! Sorry that you are not able to see your family this year. We just decided to change our plans and go over New Years instead of Christmas. It will be nice to be home but will miss all the family parties and gatherings. I hope your brother can make it down to see Liam! We opted to put a small tree on one of our tables as opposed to putting the big tree up. Charles is starting to pull up and even when I was putting the little one together (all 2 pieces lol) on the floor by him he was trying to grab it. Now it is out of reach but we still get a tree. Do you think your hubby would be open to something like that? We got ours last year on black friday at target for 20 (was half off) so very affordable.
Thanks ladies, I really appreciate it. This is probably the best WTT thread that I've ever been a part of, everyone is so active and supportive and nice.
. It was a relief and a disappointment at the same time, it always is. I realized for the first time tonight that I'm actually ready to start trying for a baby, like this next cycle. I've had plenty of in the last 6 months but none that made me realize that I was ready to TTC until now. I know that now is not a good time and there is no way that DF is ready anyway but it feels so much different to actually be really ready to start trying than it did to simply feel excited to reach the point of readiness. I just wish that it had happened much closer to my date, lol. DF said that he wants to have 
more often though so I'm hopeful that's a sign that he's starting to get broody and that he won't change his mind when July gets here. He also didn't get freaked out when I told him that I was late so I tested today. He simply said that he's just accepted that we're going to need to keep pregnancy tests on hand, even agreed that we should just buy internet cheapies in bulk. He also didn't huff and puff when I bought up a name I liked and said that I was worried about my irregular cycles for when we TTC next year. I heard there were quite a few babies born last July after Hurricane Sandy.
