Hello and welcome! Sorry that I missed your post before! I've added you to our list (second post) to the unknown section for now but just let me know when you know your dates and I'll move you! It is strange how time can feel to be going both slow and fast at the same time... I hope that your wait goes by quickly for you! Do you have any fun plans between now and then?
I was always very self conscious of people seeing me run. We moved back in March and have a super active neighborhood -someone is always out running, walking, cycling, rowing on the lake etc. Then I started noticing that people of all shapes were out and about. After meeting the neighbors, I realized that everyone was incredibly nice. I started walking 3 times a week in the mornings. The regulars that were out at that time were older couples. After a month I figured, screw it, and started the program. I run now mostly at night but more because it is cooler than anything. I realized that it doesn't matter as much to me anymore. I'm more concerned with what I think of myself and I am pretty darn proud of me right now, lol. I was overweight before getting pregnant and thankfully didn't put that much on. As of right now, I am down a total of 55 pounds with about 10-20 (depending where I want to land) to go. It is hard work and I am not always diligent. But just getting out and doing anything, even just going for a short walk, is a start. You can do it!