Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[Nina83]

Hilso, Crosshairs! Awesome!
We're true cycle buddies now, actually hoping for more than that

 

[hilslo]

Woo hoo cycle buddy. You can have my sharre of babydust this cycle as we didn't try!

MrsB - what was your temp this morning?

Happily - hoping no news is good news but still thinking of you. x

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Morning all.

My temp was high but not as high as yesterday. It is back in line with my flat temps at 36.7 if u look st my chart on previous page.
Still feel crampy and defo expect af today.

Happily hope your appointment went ok.

Hilslo and nina cycle buddies!!!

Xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

now I'm behind you all as only day 8!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

But u will soon be ahead of us all x

 

[HappilyTTC]

Nina and Hilslo: Yay to those crosshairs!!!

Mrs. B and everyone: Thank you for the concern.

My conization is healing perfectly. I am 95% healed, which is great news. My husband is excited because it means we can have sex, but at this point, two things:

(1) I just don't feel like it.
(2) I am kinda upset that it takes 6 weeks without sex for him to ask about when we will finally have sex.

So... all that into consideration, we will wait. I "started my period" this morning. Not really. I might have, though.

As for the appointment, my hysterectomy is scheduled for November 21. I will most likely be out of work for the rest of the year, but that is only if I can get at least two weeks of additional leave. Right now, I have one month of leave saved.

Hoping ya'll are having a great day.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I agree Happily. Don't have sex unless u really want u.
Now u have your date u have something to focus on. And u can soend lots of time with your puppy afterwards xxx

 

[cathgibbs]

Hilslo and nina woohooo for cycle buddies!

Lol LL agree with Mrsd you will soon be ahead of us haha

Mrsb grrr for a teeny dip...when is af due hun?

I had my smear this am and I noticed there was quite a bit if blood on the instrument they use to gather the cells....think af is due Sunday. ..is that normal?

Awww Happily I wish I could give you a massive hug how are you feeling? ?? Xxxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I dont know if blood on the instrument is normal near af. I guess if it was a problem then the nurse might of said something.

Af due today or tomorrow for me. If I make it to tomorrow then its the longest clomid cycle ive had but not longest lp as I ovulated later thsn usual x

 

[Nina83]

Cath, The could have just irritated the area a bit, I wouldn't look too much into it.

Happily, I'm glad everything is healing as it should be. ((hugs))

MrsB, I wouldn't worry too much about a slight dip. Hope it goes right back up tomorrow.

Hilslo, Don't mind if I do if you say so... We can still be buddies though, no matter when we get out BFP (which will be soon!)

 

[ladyluck84]

Happily: good to hear everything, maybe hubby didn't want to push it with the sex thing as he knew you were healing.

Cath: I bleed a little after my smear but the nurse said not to worry it can happen

To everyone else I love our little thread and it gets me through all the tough times. Finally we had our appointment today and she said she would refer us but the soecialist usually wait until 3 losses and they don't count an ectopic as a miscarriage. But keeping my fingers crossed someone will see me. Though that does mean I'm now having more blood test (surely the amount they have taken they have all the information they need?!)

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I love our little thread too!

Ll84 im glad u had your appointment and u can get referred xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

I love this thread, too.

LL: He did want sex, but I made it so that was not an option. I just don't want it and I feel like he just wants it because he wants "sex", not necessarily sex with me. So he will have to wait until I feel that I really want to and he really wants it WITH ME.



Thank you all for the support and hugs. I am feeling okay. Right now, I feel in shock and disconnected. Even though I knew we would be scheduling the hysterectomy yesterday, it feels so "final" now. I am feeling sad, anxious, relieved, and strange all at the same time.

After the appointment yesterday, my husband and I focused on being out alone for a little while and then we took the pup to buy him some "camping" clothes and his treats and collar and all that. It was fun shopping for our version of a baby. He is all ready for our camping trip next weekend. We will probably go camping twice in November before the surgery because we both love camping and it is going to be hard to not be able to camp for a while until I am healed.

I just found out that I can get advanced sick leave, so even if no one offers up any leave, I will still be able to get paid the entire six weeks. That's a great thing!

 

[HappilyTTC]

Here's Chase's latest costume and an example of our shenanigan's from last night:

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Pup Taco.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Lol your dog looks amazing! Like my pic on here lol.

Happily I can't begin to imagine how u must feel. Im glad u are going camping and not just focusing on the bad. Its good u will get time off. Xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

Lol your dog looks amazing! Like my pic on here lol.

Happily I can't begin to imagine how u must feel. Im glad u are going camping and not just focusing on the bad. Its good u will get time off. Xxx

I need the time off for sure.

I thought of your pic when I bought the costume. They had a hot dog, too, but he's not a dachsie so it just felt wrong.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Lol good choice x

 

[ladyluck84]

Haha super photo! I was looking a stupid Christmas outfit as last year we dressed our up for a Christmas card. My husband tells me off but she honestly just sits there and will wear anything!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

How is everyone?

I think af is going to arrive very soon. My temp was high this morning but sometimes it comes down after af is here.

Xxx

 

[hilslo]

How is everyone?

I think af is going to arrive very soon. My temp was high this morning but sometimes it comes down after af is here.

Xxx

Put up your chart again- I'm feeling much more positive than you and want to stalk!! (I had a quick look on the one you posted earlier but it doesn't update for us!)