Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[hilslo]

Don't panic lady luck! One thing I do know about being on pregnancy boards is that symptoms come and go. When you're stuck with your head over toilet bowl in a few days time just remember this moment!
Honestly, please don't worry - hard I know given what we've all been through but try your best to stay calm. Hope your dh has made you feel better!

I think I'm out this cycle. I started spotting very late last night so put it down as spotting today. So my luteal phase doesn't look like it's going to be any longer even with the progesterone. Pretty bummed to tell the truth but maybe 2013 just wasn't meant to be my year and I'll get my bfp next month. It would then be a year since I conceived my ectopic.
Nina - have you tested? Why do you think you're out?
MrsB, Happily - hope you're well ladies - not long til the bottle of wine and 2 fingers up to 2013!!!!

 

[ladyluck84]

Thank you hilslo I'm going to test again tomorrow with the conception indicator to see if it has rise

 

[ladyluck84]

*risen

 

[Nina83]

Dont do that lady, it will only cause stress!
I'm sure everything is perfect and right where it should be

Nothing new here, will update and answer everyone tomorrow, I hate writting on my phone, lots of love to everyone though!

 

[hilslo]

Well the spotting stopped today so I took a test. Positive. Not quite sure what to think. I'm happy but in no way excited as so far this has only ended one way..... Hopefully 2014 will be a bit kinder, if I even make it that far.

 

[bluestars]

Hello ladies. Can I join you guys?

been trying to conceive our rainbow for 11 months after loosing our Twin Boys.

Hope all that celebrate Christmas had a good one and hope the new year bring new little rainbows for you all.

:rainbow:

 

[ladyluck84]

Hilslo....positive!! Spotting is common is it not? Is there an early pregnancy unit near you?

 

[hilslo]

I think it might have been implantation bleeding so unless it starts again I'm staying as calm as possible. I feel a bit numb about the whole thing. Trying not to work out when I would be due so I don't have another date to avoid. Back on the roller coaster!
Welcome blue stars - I think we have met before in another board as I remember your signature. I hope 2014 is kinder to you too. X

 

[bluestars]

Hi hislo I can remember you from another board to. Hope this is your sticky bun!

Hope 2014 is a good one for us all xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Welcome!

Hilslo I'm crossing everything for you

 

[Nina83]

I am so getting drunk this NYE. In a warm bubble bath. And I might just drink enough to loose conscious and drown. That would be a great way to end this year.
I am slowly starting to realize, that not only am I probably not going to be pregnant by the time my rainbow was due, but I'm probably not going to hold a baby in my arms a year after my first was due.
I am also beginning to realize that I am never ever going to meet my two little angels.
I absolutely hate life.

 

[Nina83]

Hi Blue, I'm glad to see you here

Hilslo, congrats, one day at a time- I'm sure everything is just right!

 

[hilslo]

Temps went down this morning so not sure this one is going to stay. Gutted

Nina - ttc sucks. When you're in our shoes there are very few good times and there are always so many dates and reminders of where we should have been. Hang in there - it will make you love the one sticky one all the more. What are you doing for NYE? Let your dh know how tough you finding things right now and get him to help you through. I'm sorry life is so shit gin - I wish I could magic better things for us all. X

 

[Nina83]

Temps went down this morning so not sure this one is going to stay. Gutted

Nina - ttc sucks. When you're in our shoes there are very few good times and there are always so many dates and reminders of where we should have been. Hang in there - it will make you love the one sticky one all the more. What are you doing for NYE? Let your dh know how tough you finding things right now and get him to help you through. I'm sorry life is so shit gin - I wish I could magic better things for us all. X

It's kind of funny, we went to our doctors, and afterwards it was like, well, we KNEW he wouldn't be able to tell us anything but patience is the key.
DH also admitted that he wished he would click away at the computer, and print our a paper saying "congrats you're knocked up!"
Crap, if it were only that easy.

Temps go up and down dear, stop temping

 

[ladyluck84]

Sorry your feeling down Nina. Anniversaries are really really hard. I know people say it all the time and it doesn't make u feel any better but it will happen for you eventually. A new year and new start at trying. Thinking of u hun

 

[bluestars]

Nina im at that stage. I wont be pregnant by the time my babies one year anniversary. Im going to drink yill I drown at the new year too! After this month im giving up completely on ttc. I cant do it any more. I should just face the fact that im not to be a mother here.

Hislo- temps do go up and down honey try not to stress too much xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Hilslo congratulations! Stop temping hun. I wish u all the best xxx

welcome blue. Sorry for your loss.
Xxx

nina sorry u are feeling so low. Its so hard. I feel the same way. Xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

How are you doing mrs b how was Christmas?

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Im just so disappointed. Been ttc for 3 years now and failing is just getting to me. Dh is trying to keep me positive but like blue has said, I feel I need to start accepting the fact I may never have children. Im never going to give up but I need to understand that it may not happen for us xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

I know that feeling. If this pregnancy doesn't work out then I'm not sure I have the strength to go through another loss and would think about adoption