good luck for your scan - I'm sure everything will be absolutely amazing - can't wait to see the pics
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hope I'm not wasting a day
(sorry for my whining ladies). My cycle is all jacked up. I put a link at the bottom of the post to check out my FF chart so you can see just how jacked up. I would say I've O'ed already but I'm on my THIRD surge and 3X of "I think I O'ed". I still am not sure I have. If I did, I think I'm either 2dpo or 7dpo since the OPKs are - but cervix is still high and soft, I'm incredibly emotional and angry, plus crampy. Weird dreams last night, the backache started, all of which I start getting around 5-7dpo. So did I O around cd 13 like I originally thought and this is just the 2nd estrogen surge some people get 1 week after O? Temp dipped a ton this morning, which makes sense if I'm 7dpo as possible implantation. *grrr* I wasn't temping a week ago, so I don't have a clear shift. My temps for the last 4 days look like post-O temps. FF has me as 2dpo.
this craziness isn't that helpful. The only way to be sure sadly is just keep BDing xxx tbh though if it was in the sake place as my 12 week scan that would be rubbish too. I've just got to suck it up I suppose. The whole going to epu and telling them I've been bleeding is making me feel like this is a problem pregnancy 
i was so ashamed as i cued up in my blood soaked trousers, blood leaking doen my legs standing behind some karge preggo who was likely in labour. I hated it. There is a difference between being grateful for your pregnancy and being relaxed. I have no doubt that you are grateful for this pregnancy, and I think that some reassurance (like a scan) will do wonders for helping you relax. You are in Canada right? Where are you? I totally understand not wanting to switch drs. I finally found a good family dr, and then we moved to Toronto. When my first mc happened, I hadn't started looking for a new one, so I've been driving 1.5 hours to see her. I'd rather not see someone new and risk dealing with a jerk, it's just not worth it to me. Have you ever considered seeing a midwife for your pregnancy? They are on call 24/7, but depending where you are may be hard to find one. I hope your dr gets back to you soon. Are you wanting to go for a scan?
LL, I hope you can get through to your doctor soon. I'm sorry you are feeling so down. I remember passing my milestone date- I was glad to get there and still feel pregnant, but its still such an uncertain time. Its only natural to worry, especially if your only experience being pregnant didn't end well.
Munchkin I'm glad you have a scan coming up. Your midwife sounds great! And what a lovely idea to announce in January. I think that would make a sad day much more positive.
Celine, coming up to 12 weeks already, that is amazing! You really are so glam. Its good you can see the funny side of it!
Penguin, I hope it was ov for you. Fingers and toes are crossed
Sara, I'm sorry the tests were mean to you
Linny, I'm glad things are progressing well for you- its amazing your heard the bub on the doppler. I was tempted to get one but personally I think it would cause me more worry than necessary.
Jrepp, everything is sounding awesome for you. I hope an early Christmas pressie is on its way in pink line form! Congrats on 6 months since your wedding. What a 6 months its been eh? Things can only get better.
AFM, today is moving day for us. Its been a massive few weeks with not enough sleep and we still didn't manage to pack everything. We got removalists to get all of our big stuff and boxes and DH will be with them today.
I'm at work as I obviously cant carry much, but I'll take tomorrow off work to unpack some stuff and hopefully make things look pretty. I haven't had any actual sickness for the last few weeks, but this morning I had a farewell vomit (in the toilet I had just cleaned). I sure know how to pick my timing!
Sorry to anyone I missed. love to all x
Munchkin -
AFM - Not been around to much been reading but not posting - as have been mega busy at work (the machinery is nearly dismantled
So I started taking my progesterone cream at 3DPO and on Saturday had some weird pains around my belly button all day (not good when you have a children's party to go to and one to host!) Sunday the pains had eased a little more like little stabby pains for a few seconds and today they're back
I know it's to early for anything - so I'm hoping they bugger off soon
Today is avon day - if it ever gets here - should have been here at 7.30am
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Will catch up with you all soon
Munchkin- GL but I know it'll be ok for you!
Garfie- hey lady!!!! Nice to see you again
AFM- having a down day again
My head hurts, I have no idea what's going on, I've put on 2 lbs from stress eating because of being so sick and then still TTCing. I know I haven't been doing this as long as some people, but I am just so over TTC. The MCs have made my cycle so out of whack and my body never seems to respond in a "normal" way.
My Crazy Ovulation Chart
Munchkin - I know it must be upsetting to think about going back to the same place for your scan. But maybe after a good scan, the awful memories can be softened by some good ones. I've found listening to Christmas music (or any calming music) and taking deep breaths in through my nose and out my mouth to help calm me down when I'm feeling anxious. Try to distract yourself today. We will all be thinking of you, and your little bean, today and at your scan tomorrow.
LL- Firstly
Sara- It's still early, maybe your urine was too diluted? When is AF due?
AFM- 7 dpo...this part of the tww seems easier as I can reasonably test soon'ish. I'm hoping to wait until Saturday, although doubt that I will be able to resist testing Thursday, 10 dpo doesn't seem horribly unreasonable. Symptom spotting like crazy... bbs are so sore I had to sleep with a sports bra last night. Back ache for the last couple days, cramps, and nausea on and off.
I have a dentist appointment on Friday for a filling that may turn into a root canal. How does everyone feel about dental work at (potentially) almost 4w? I feel like I'd like to test because if even a faint bfp, I'll put it off for a while. Thoughts?
In other news, finally heard back from obgyn. I have an appointment...at the end of February
JR - Yes I'm alternating sites - are you? how many DPO are you now when will you be testing?
Linny - The strange thing I've used this cream before and apart from sore boobs, high temps etc (the usual you would expect) but I don't remember this pain unless AF is on her way
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I'm exhausted and my boobs are killing me. I don't know of its from the cream because I haven't really noticed any of the other things. Hubby said my nipples looked "puffy" 
and have little bumps on them. I don't feel well and have a stuffy nose. I had a minor cramp today, but still feel kind of full in the abdomen area and am bloated/constipated. My back is sore as well. But thankfully she agreed to a second test!
