Waiting to start IVF in January anyone else?

[beneathmywing]

I went out the night of transfer to dinner and I ate sushi! Lol. And I did get a bfp so bed rest won't matter. Just take it easy and sit most of the evening. Take it easy tomorrow then you're good to go.

Lol! ive been a couch potato all day so a little fresh air and some blood flow would probably do me good!!

 

[Aurora CHK]

Congrats on your double transfer, BMW! Fantastic outcome for you this cycle so far, feels like your luck is in

Looking forward to all the juicy BFP lines in the next few days, ladies! As you know, I haven't dare test for the last week so I need my POAS fix from you gorgeous goddesses

 

[beneathmywing]

Congrats on your double transfer, BMW! Fantastic outcome for you this cycle so far, feels like your luck is in

Looking forward to all the juicy BFP lines in the next few days, ladies! As you know, I haven't dare test for the last week so I need my POAS fix from you gorgeous goddesses

Thank you!

Maybe you should join the testing party?! Lol

 

[Aurora CHK]

I keep considering it but then I only want to know if it's good news - if it's not I don't want to know, I'm not ready yet. That probably sounds really stupid but I'm scared I won't cope with finding out that it's gone. This is my last chance so I want to live in a pregnancy fantasy as long as I can. I sound psychotic I know but I really think I'd rather find out from my consultant than alone in a bathroom that my pregnancy dreams are over forever. I don't feel pregnant so I'm pretty sure that my baby has passed on already, like the three before them, but I don't want to have that confirmed. I keep thinking maybe I have symptoms, but then realising they could easily be explained another way. I am a woman on the edge! Hope I'm not weirding anybody out I'm not a total basket case - but I am getting there...

 

[beneathmywing]

I keep considering it but then I only want to know if it's good news - if it's not I don't want to know, I'm not ready yet. That probably sounds really stupid but I'm scared I won't cope with finding out that it's gone. This is my last chance so I want to live in a pregnancy fantasy as long as I can. I sound psychotic I know but I really think I'd rather find out from my consultant than alone in a bathroom that my pregnancy dreams are over forever. I don't feel pregnant so I'm pretty sure that my baby has passed on already, like the three before them, but I don't want to have that confirmed. I keep thinking maybe I have symptoms, but then realising they could easily be explained another way. I am a woman on the edge! Hope I'm not weirding anybody out I'm not a total basket case - but I am getting there...

I totally get you 100 percent! You are not a basket case at all, you are human! I am praying for your little bunny and hope it is hanging on to it's mama

 

[Aurora CHK]

Thank you. I'm praying for your little ones too

 

[beneathmywing]

Thank you. I'm praying for your little ones too

Thank you!

 

[star25]

Aurora you're not psychotic! This is a worrying time and every emotion is understandable, I bet 2 little ones are getting stronger each day, I didnt expect to see a second line due to lack of symptoms and from what ive read it's normal, just have to start focusing on that as hard as it is! Sending you hugs xxx

 

[FirstTry]

Aurora: you're feelings are completely normal. You've been through a very traumatic ordeal with this process. I'm hoping that this is finally your miracle!!!

 

[amoreamy]

Aurora You don't sound crazy at all, you sound very sane to me!

I'm in a little turmoil this morning, I tested but it's no darker at all today I don't know what to think. I'm 9dp2dt this morning, so my trigger was two weeks ago tomorrow so surely it can't be that. Help!

 

[star25]

amore which pic is which day? xx

 

[amoreamy]

They're all today, the double has the trigger in for comparison

 

[star25]

Ive gone back to your first pic and I think it does look darker, it might be best to get a different test though as although some cheapies are good, some ladies say their lines do not get darker on them xx

 

[star25]

Lizzie, still thinking of you and hope you are doing as well as you can be, we're here if you need us xxx

 

[Mrs W 11]

Hi everyone!

Aurora one of those tests is much darker! Which is from what day? If the one with the obvious line is from today it's much much darker!

Star congratulations lady!! Woohoo! The bfps are rolling in now!! I'm so happy for you. Don't worry about the lack of symptoms everyone's different! Have you testes today?

First are you going to test today, looking forward to your result!

Bump, cmo when are you planning to test?

Aurora understand how you feel lovely and it's completely normal, especially for someone who has had recurrent loss. I'm sure your little bunny is fine in there and the morning sickness will probably start very soon and have you wishing you had no symptoms again hehe!!

Amo - congrats on being pupo!! Hope you enjoyed dinner last night. I keep thinking about how careful we all are, and it's funny really.... When my dd was implanting (I had a bleed and cramps I assumed was af but it was implanting) and what did I do, went for a 7 mile run!! suffice to say it was the hardest run I've ever done and I did wonder why at the time!

Hello everyone else!!

As for me, getting nervous as testing day approaches. I plan to test at home maybe the Wednesday, day before. I've had some light cramping yesterday and today and some heartburn, but I know it could be the progesterone so I'm petrified of getting mine or the mr's hopes up.

Anyway, we viewed some houses yesterday and found one we really liked.... Back in 5

 

[star25]

Here's todays tests, hope you can see them better but my camera isn't great, much more obvious in real life than yesterdays

 

[star25]

1st pic are both todays, 2nd and 3rd pic todays are on the right, its frustrating though as they still look rubbish but are pink in real life xx

 

[Bumpsparkle]

Amore, the line in today's first picture is darker than Friday's as I could see it before I zoomed in. I agree with star, buy a FRER if you can. I've had a pale line at 8dp3dt on one of those tests before which was much more obvious on the FRER done at the same time!

Still scared to test but will see if I cave tomorrow. Back at work tomorrow, boo!

 

[Bumpsparkle]

Sorry star, I think we cross posted! I'm loving those lines, especially on the FRER. Didn't need to zoom it this time. This is your bfp! Yay!

 

[star25]

thank you Mrs W, the symptoms are making their way in too now! getting some cramps but mainly when moving eg) sitting down, getting up, moving about in bed and its not achy like period pain more stretchy/tightening but not often
boobs are getting some tingly pain in side, just now and again and feel nauseous but mainly in the back of my throat rather then stomach

Your symptoms sound good though, stay positive xx