Waiting to start IVF in January anyone else?

[boobear2872]

Thanks for advice. Im told use the inserts but if I bleed or get infection we only use the shot.......buuut im gutted on what went on and will go on now. I posted it in my thread, but cant move it in here as myphone wont copy...so I took a screen cap of my post because my thread doesnt get looked at much. I hope I can have some opinions and support. Im so sad right now. You may need to enlarge the picture to read it...

Oops sorry trying again. I cant put the post up. My thread is trying ivf in march, last post..im sorry I cant seem to figure it out, but im feeling so sad and like a complete failure...so if u dont mind to read that post ..sorry agai n

 

[Ilovetomatoes]

Yea, symptoms come and goes. I wouldn't worry much about it.
Not really sure about progesterone since I'm still taking it.

Star, I did cramp a buit after my first orgasm.

 

[CMo]

Boobear I've read your post. I'm really sorry to hear that your follicles have shrunk. Did he give u an explanation for this? I didn't know they could shrink. A few of mine just grew too big that they couldn't be used.

 

[star25]

Thank you for reasurrance ilt xx

 

[boobear2872]

Thank you for taking the time to read it. All he said is that the quality because my age "probably"the culprit. Two days ago they looked awesome, there sizes where 16- 18. I even said I have a feeling they will be ready in 24hours, but he said he knew better. Well they where BIG yesterday cause my stomach was huge and I couldnt even touch it. I also took a ovulation test but he still swore we where fine and had time..now im so sad and mad. I think had he listened to me about my feelings about what was going on about my body we would of had a chance...im just so gutted, this isnt fair. . So if we even get to do a iui. He said he really doesnt think it will happen. I wish my oh would also agreed to use doner eggs..as long as its biologically one of ours, I consider it both...I just hate today. Today just sux . much work and effort, for NOTHING.

 

[beneathmywing]

Boobear -- I am so sorry you are going through this

 

[Mrs W 11]

Boobear I'm so sorry to read how you are feeling. I've messages you the other thread as well

Comfy hugs to you too, I think ilts post was beautifully written and I agree with everything she said (and may be using so e of the advice for myself too!) I too hadn't expected anxiety but all weekend I've felt very nervous/anxious and haven't been able to enjoy myself at all.

Much love everyone xx

 

[boobear2872]

Hugs to everyone (((hug))).

 

[star25]

Sending you huge boobear, so sorry to hear this xx

Mrs w, hope you're ok, sending you hugs too xx

 

[CMo]

Boobear sorry if I'm being silly but are you thinking you ovulated by yourself? Are to not taking injections to stop that? Sorry god questions I just didn't know you could ovulate until after trigger/stopping injections

 

[star25]

Hope today brings good news amore xxx

 

[Comfycushions]

Thanks ladies.

lizzie, hope you got through yesterday ok. Thanks for your kind words.

mrs w, sorry to hear you've been suffering anxiety as well. It's really rubbish.

boobear so sorry to read what happened to you. Really hope you can get some answers as to what happened.

amore, good luck today.

afm, got through yesterday ok. A whole day set aside by society to grieve my mum and the babies i thought I'd have p**ses me off!

 

[Aurora CHK]

Hi all. Sorry, I stayed away from the internet yesterday for similar reasons.

In case anyone is interested, I posted this as my FB status at midnight the night before:

"For all women coping (or not) with infertility, sub-fertility, miscarriage, grief for babies and children whose lives were too short; for those trying to adopt; waiting for a future partner/co-parent to come into your life; or for any other reason not yet a mother in the eyes of the world and/or not in the way you so wish to be, stay strong today. You are not alone. There's often not much awareness of (or thought given to) infertility and infant loss. Today I'm bearing witness and wishing myself and all of you a Happy (or at least bearable) Mothers Day - and to all the men missing their unborn or gone-too-soon children, much love and understanding to you too!"

Comfy, I've been seeing a private psychotherapist since the end of my last IVF cycle. It's expensive but i wouldn't have been able to do the cycle otherwise I don't think. It's such a head wreck. Sending you so much love - and to all xxx

 

[Comfycushions]

Aurora that was a great status post. There really is a lack of understanding/compassion generally speaking for infertility/loss.

i gave up Facebook about 6 months ago for a number of reasons, don't miss it at all now and feel much better without it.

Glad we all survived the saccharine hideousness of yesterday.xx

 

[beneathmywing]

Amoreamy -- good luck sweety!

Aurora -- great FB post


AFM: my beta day is finally here. My test was nice and dark today. Maybe even darker than the control!

 

[CMo]

Amore thinking of u today.

Aurora, hope your doing ok.

BMW that's a cracker of a line. Good luck with beta. Can't wait to see numbers!

 

[Bumpsparkle]

Good luck today Amore x

Beneath, you're tests look just like mine did so hopefully you'll be getting a high beta result today x

 

[Bumpsparkle]

Star, how are your symptoms today? I seem to be dry heaving a few times a day, particularly when I move around, cramping sessions and tiredness starting to kick in.

IIT, have you got another scan coming up soon? x

 

[beneathmywing]

Thanks girls!

 

[star25]

Bumpsparkle, mine are mainly cramping, tiredness and headaches, last night had a strong cramp that lasted about 2-3 minutes that worried me but this morning just been the usual ones, have you made gp appointment? X