im blessed to have 2 already ... the smell of baby is overwhelming the love is amazing cant wait to feel it again for first time
to you every woman who wants a child deserves one xxx
so I know the smell and love.
x
No snow here yet either but its bloody freeeeezing!
Been in such a crap, horrible and nasty mood these past 2 days.. been taking EVERYTHING out on poor OH.. had such a big argument last night in Matalan! and again today while hes at work. I'm so stubborn that I just carry the argument on. I don't even know what i'm doing. I was size 8-10 3 months ago.. and I got a size 14 top last night, and it hardly fits me. Its too small :'( im just so fed up girls..
Got a new underwear set.. used to be 32D.. got a 34D knowing that id put weight on, and the cups too small
Dunno what im gonna say to OH when he gets home as ive been so so shitty with him all day.. done nothing but argue.
So so fed up girls.
xxx
No snow here yet either but its bloody freeeeezing!
Been in such a crap, horrible and nasty mood these past 2 days.. been taking EVERYTHING out on poor OH.. had such a big argument last night in Matalan! and again today while hes at work. I'm so stubborn that I just carry the argument on. I don't even know what i'm doing. I was size 8-10 3 months ago.. and I got a size 14 top last night, and it hardly fits me. Its too small :'( im just so fed up girls..
Got a new underwear set.. used to be 32D.. got a 34D knowing that id put weight on, and the cups too small
Dunno what im gonna say to OH when he gets home as ive been so so shitty with him all day.. done nothing but argue.
So so fed up girls.
xxx
Hi I know what you mean about the putting on weight, i have done the same this past couple of months i think i have just let myself going thinking i would get pregnant quick so it wouldnt matter so much. The only thing i dread now is the fact that im not pregnant yet and have to go out over christmas and i am not going to be happy when nothing fits me. So i have decided i start on monday trying to loose a bit, gonna do light exercise and eat healthy.
If you explain to OH how your feeling im sure he will understand, TTC can be quite stressful for both sides so im sure he will understand, hope your feeling better soon xx
hes on his way home now and I just cant be bothered arguing anymore, its really getting me down. Tomorrow is a really emotional day for me, so maybe thats something to do with it, I really dont know. Just wish I didnt always take it out on him. But like they say 'you always hurt the ones you love'. 
Evening Ladies, sorry to hear you are having such a rubbish day Emmalouise
Hope you have nice evening with your oh, the making up bit is always the best so you've got that to come tonight
I've put on about a stone since this time last year, I've always bin quite slim but now starting to have love handles
The problem is that me and DHs favourite thing is eating together, and we smother everything in Cheese!!! I know what you mean britt, a bit worried I'll be even bigger after the inevitable xmas stuff-fest
wish id never offered now haha, i love them both to bits, but as you can imagine, at 9 and 10 year old they get a bit of a handful 
Wish we could have a nice evening together, but hes off to a friends house for his birthday.. so that ain't gonna happen.
And ive offered to have my brother and sister tomorrow night, then hes back at work on Monday
xx
I love it because I tell all kinds of things that I couldn't tell to people face to face but it's nice to be able to share this experience with others in the same situation.
hes gone out now.. so im lonely! Only got Coronation Street and loads of episodes of Eastenders to catch up on 
its brilliant. 
Things were fine, had a kiss and cuddle and made up
Gonna drink my body weight in Horlicks.. mmmm
And I know what you mean about on here. I find this place as somewhere I can tell the girls anything at all, and they won't judge
How are you today anyway hun?
Done anything good?
