YES! SURE IS. I HONESTLY AM JUST TIRED FROM IT. IT'S BEEN A YEAR AND 7 MONTHS OF WORRYING ABOUT IT EVERY SINGLE DAY. I THINK I AM GOING TO JUST ENJOY WHAT I DO HAVE FOR NOW AND TAKE A FEW MONTHS OFF OF TRYING SOOOOO HARD. IF IT HAPPENS THEN IT HAPPENS. I JUST WANT TO FEEL SEMI NORMAL AGAIN
Yeah, I am tired of trying, but we did the whole not trying so hard for several months toward the beginning of last year and it didn't work out so well, so for me I have to just keep going. I think it is hard too, because it is up to me to track everything. I just wish for one moment that DH could be responsibile for some of it. I have to remember to take my temp every morning, I have to track when I start my period, how heavy the flow is, when I O, how long my LP is, when to start/stop taking what meds, when to freaking pee on an OPK, and when I can start peeing on hpts! I seriously want to delegate TTC to someone else! It feels like a full time job and I already have one of those!