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[jessy1101]

uh....ok. tell me what you think, but i'm pretty worried.

What she DID tell me:
1. there is a fetus with a heartbeat. she showed me the heartbeat
2. it is measuring exactly as it should for my LMP
3. She showed me and said, "there's the fetus. There's the heartbeat." But...I couldn't get a good look at what it looked like. For all I know there was something very wrong.

What she WOULD NOT tell me:
1. What the heartbeat was - even when I asked.
2. If it was "OK"
3. She wouldn't give me a picture. Said they usually don't that early (BULLFUCKING SHIT) and then that she didn't take a picture "like that" that she can give me and some shit about my uterus being tilted.

BUT THEN...she booked my 20 week ultrasound.

I'm fucking pissed and confused, and definitely DO NOT have great feelings about any of this. They most definitely give out pictures here. I had one at 7 weeks with my daughter.


FUCK.

and now...because the system sucks and is totally fucked, I'll have to wait a week for the report to get to my dr and hear about it.

i'm freaking out pretty much.

WTF???????????????? R u freakin serious??? WTF was her godamnnn problem??? I swear to god fuckingg bitchess like that with no sympathie piss me offffff.....

R u ok?? Talk to us how r u feeling? It doesnt mean anything bad sweety..

 

[keepthefaithx]

i honestly think everything was fine hunni ..but i would be on the phone w my doctor asap...

xxoxooxoxx

 

[keepthefaithx]

lauren call ur doc hunni you need to be put at ease i would...she was a dick that tech...

 

[NewbieLisette]

Hey lauren sweety, don't freak out, I think it's all good just a fucking bitch tech like the girls said!!!! I would totally be ripping someone's head off for you if I could!!!! :hugs

Lisa hunni I'm soooo sorry! This is my worst fear for next time...I have my first scan at 9weeks exactly and the baby measured 8w3d so there would have been a heartbeat if I went earlier like I wanted to....just sooo sad any way you look at it

 

[keepthefaithx]

Yeah...i feel like when it happens again i gotta try to keep myself from getting too excited...im hoping my dr fixes my problem (if there is one) and i can finally have my bean.

im really thinking its a progesterone issue.

how are you doing??

 

[NewbieLisette]

I hope some answers for you too sweetie

I'm okay...not sure I understand my chart this cycle...showing I O'ed early now? Very weird...just trying to stay positive and hope its in God's plan to give us a healthy little one very soon...meanwhile nothing I can do...kinda sucks

Having our work Xmas party tonight but first I gotta go see my mom cuz she leaves in the morning for 6months working in Cuba! Man I'm such a sappy mama's girl these days! Don't know how I'm gonna show my face at a party later

 

[keepthefaithx]

Omg lisette that sucks!!
Im close w my mommy too couldnt imagine! But im sure youll get thru and when you see her its guna be awsome!

My christmas party is next friday, what you wearing, dressing up??

 

[NewbieLisette]

Thanks Lisa, trying to be a big girl

Our theme is Denim & Diamonds so I bought some sparkly stuff and will see what is all looks like...threw a few options in a bag with make up and jewelery plus curling iron! Should be interesting while crying! LOL

 

[keepthefaithx]

Omg how cute!!!

I know its hard, try to be strong! Xoxoxo take pictures!!!

 

[babydust818]

OMG i am in so much pain. My cramps are so bad that i feel like i could throw up. Never ever get cramps like this. It hurts so bad. I'm bleeding pretty good too.

 

[themarshas]

Lauren, It sounds like all is well. You just got a B*tch for an U/S tech. Mine wasn't too talkative but she did tell me the few things I wanted to know.

However, you guy's stories make me thankful that I have a great Dr's office. When I have an U/S I immediately get to see a Dr. (not always my Dr.- like this time it was some man) who tells me what's going on.

 

[keepthefaithx]

uhhh rach that sucks, are you home or at work. ???

 

[babydust818]

I'm home today. It's f'n killing me! My lower back and vagina. It comes and goes but when it comes its strong.

 

[lauren10]

Thanks girls. So you don't think it's that bad necessarily? I just have a feeling the heart rate wasn't right, or there was a deformity…but, I dint think she would have mentioned it was the right size if it was badly deformed? Maybe she was just a ****. I do feel better after hearing from you all and talking to hubby. I'll try to stay calm until I hear more. Calling the doc today won't do much good because the radiologist has to dictate the report and stuff. And, I believe I did have that us tech before. And she was a bitch then too, I'll have to check my notes.

Rach sorry about the cramps. I get wicked cramps and I take 600 mg of ibuprofen every 3 hrs and that helps. It can be harsh on your belly though.

 

[jessy1101]

Ooooo Lisette that rocks u guys have a theme!! Our staff party is this sat night and i'm actualy really excited!

Rach that sucks! Last time my AF was killer too i had to take serious advil for almost 3 days straight to get rid of the trobbing and pain. Plus mine was heavy to soo hang in there it should be done soon.

Lauren i dont think she would of scheduled u ur 20 weeks exam if something was seriously wrong! U just got some dumbasss that didnt want to be a decent human being and put ur mind at ease! It's all good ur beany is perfect! I'm assuming there was only 1 huh?

 

[lauren10]

Yeah, I hope that's all it is. Thanks. I don't know for sure that there was only one, bitch wouldnt tell me!!

 

[keepthefaithx]

i can see how you would be nervous but i feel there was more good then "not sure" type things and honestly why would she sched a 20 week u/s right????

i think ur totally okay!

 

[jessy1101]

Yeah, I hope that's all it is. Thanks. I don't know for sure that there was only one, bitch wouldnt tell me!!

Whatevez she's jealous that she has a stinky vagina and you dont that's all. They make creams for that u know...she should look into that.

 

[keepthefaithx]

rach try n relax and lay down!

hopefully soon it will go away, periods SUCK!

 

[keepthefaithx]

omg jess...lol