Wow i just got my psychic reading. I'm actualy shaking with all of this it feels extremely right! Let me know what u guys think!
Past: Spirit have a message for you regarding this miscarriage that soul had chosen not to come at that time. I feel a fear and newness to this souls energy and the timing didnt seem right for the soul to enter and come here. There is a belief that the soul of the person does not enter at conception, but rather somewhere in the pregnancy and often during the second trimester when the real energies of that child are developing. I get this feeling that the opportunity was presented to that soul to come, but that the choice was not to be now. I feel the same soul will enter your life again but I believe that you will give birth to a rather new soul in this life, a child that will not have been here many times before. You will have the honor of showing that child the wonders of the world, getting to teach and aid in their growth and development. There is a wonderful innocence to new souls, an amazing strength and awe that they present.
It is difficult to interpret Mother Nature and the ways of Spirit sometimes. You have not missed an opportunity for a child, nor should you hang onto the mourning of that soul the same child will come again and I feel the timing will be better and much more right for that childs experience here on this Earth and for you and your partners. However it does not take away the trauma that you felt, the utter pain and heartbreak that you experienced all very real and very difficult to comprehend unless you have been there yourself. But there is nothing wrong with you, nor should you ask yourself if there is anything you could have done better or differently. If you continue to take care of yourself, your body, your mind and emotions, then you will provide the best chances for a healthy and magnificent pregnancy ahead.
Present: Here I see you still in the energy of your miscarriage, although you come across in the reading as trying hard to let things go and look forward to another pregnancy ahead. I believe that you will still have worries once you are pregnant again, particularly through those initial weeks until your second trimester so do your absolute best to ensure that you keep your stress levels down and if it helps talk to your unborn baby and reassure yourself and the child that he or she is welcome and will be very loved. These things help create positive energy and help you feel more relaxed with establishing the pregnancy. I dont feel you will have to worry, I do not believe that a miscarriage will happen again and sense that you will be very happy with how things progress.
Future: I feel a temporary sense of insecurity, however this feels for a positive reason I believe it is because of a pregnancy ahead. Spirit had given me a sense of November for conception and when I laid out my cards to indicate a timing, November also came up as a time to conceive and fall pregnant. I believe you have nothing to worry about, I sense the pregnancy proceeding and feel a lot of happiness surrounding this.
It is hard for me to tell the sex of this particular child, as I feel both a male and female energy in your life. I believe you will end up with two children, a boy and a girl ahead. Both of these energies are unborn and I suspect that the male child will come first, with a female to follow later. I believe this because his energy is very strong and feels more determined now I believe that he will be a strong willed boy with a lot of energy. He also feels like the new soul that I picked up earlier whereas the girl feels like an old soul who is here to teach you all many things. Both children will be well loved and cherished by you and your partner.
My best advice is take care of yourself first and foremost. Make peace with the miscarriage and the emotions that you felt there and try to put those behind you and trust your body, it will not fail you nor did it fail you before. The energies simply were not right and that child will still make his way to you shortly. Perhaps you will find him to be a child that does things his way often! Including conception and birth!
Good luck!
Blessings,
Mesina
Hopefully we will all be joining you soon!
Teehee! I also told my mum the other night we are TTC. Was a bit weird but she is so happy for us. I'm feeling quite positive this cycle 
Fingers crossed for all of us xxx
This is business!!
But you know what i'm ok today. I'm going to be extremely happy for her cuz i want it to work out! I know my time will come i just have to be positive as always. I had a really REALLY long cry last night 
But then kicked myself in the ass and was like u know what? This wont change anything i will not let this get me down. I'm stronger then that whack stuff so it will happen! Hopefully my vagina cooperates this weekend when i'm at 11dpo and 12 dpo...and getting peed on..in the shower...yupp feelin good 
I talked to my Dr. about my short LP and the spotting and he definately thinks it is low progesterone and gave me a prescription that I can start this cycle! He told me to take it CD16 -35 (we'll see if I ever make it to 35, the only time I had a cycle this long in the past year was when I O'd on CD 29 and when I was pregnant!) 
