BlueHadeda
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Shabuti, that sounds soooo positive! Fx'ed for you! 
I've never bought an opk. The only ones available in my country that I've seen, was about 6 pounds/$9. For 5 sticks. I thought that a bit expensive? Anyway, I don't really need it, since I usually know when I ovulate.
As it is, I'm in pain at the moment, and 99% sure it's ovulation. I'm a bit sad about it, LOL. I know most of you probably won't agree with my reasoning, but I really, really wants another little girl. I love my boys, I really do. But I truly enjoyed having a little girl...all the pink and ribbons and butterflies and cute little dresses. I so much want to experience that again. Of course in the end I really just want a healthy baby, and if it's a boy, I'd be happy as well. It's just that this is definitely my last baby (I agreed to a sterilisation with my c-section). So if I don't get my 2nd girl now, it's never ever going to happen. Which saddens me.
Of course I'm happy though that I DO have a daughter already, and I'll cherish her forever.
Anyway, so we bd on Friday, which was day 13 for me. Because I had my period until day 12. And now, like always, I have ovulation on day 16. I knew this was a possibility, but I've hoped it would be tomorrow. So that our bd'ing would've been 4 days before ovulation. That's how I fell pregnant with my first daughter. Now it's been 3 days, which could mean either boy/girl. I know in the end it's in a Higher Hand in any case. So I'll just have to trust that He will give us what our family needs. At least now I know my body still works like it used to with mostly 30 day cycles and ovulation on day 16. Which I'll be grateful for. If I don't get my bfp this month (afterall, it's only a 25% chance I think?!), at least I can start planning now that my cycle is regulating itself. I was so scared that being 37 now would mean problems with ovulation.
I've never bought an opk. The only ones available in my country that I've seen, was about 6 pounds/$9. For 5 sticks. I thought that a bit expensive? Anyway, I don't really need it, since I usually know when I ovulate.
As it is, I'm in pain at the moment, and 99% sure it's ovulation. I'm a bit sad about it, LOL. I know most of you probably won't agree with my reasoning, but I really, really wants another little girl. I love my boys, I really do. But I truly enjoyed having a little girl...all the pink and ribbons and butterflies and cute little dresses. I so much want to experience that again. Of course in the end I really just want a healthy baby, and if it's a boy, I'd be happy as well. It's just that this is definitely my last baby (I agreed to a sterilisation with my c-section). So if I don't get my 2nd girl now, it's never ever going to happen. Which saddens me.
Of course I'm happy though that I DO have a daughter already, and I'll cherish her forever.Anyway, so we bd on Friday, which was day 13 for me. Because I had my period until day 12. And now, like always, I have ovulation on day 16. I knew this was a possibility, but I've hoped it would be tomorrow. So that our bd'ing would've been 4 days before ovulation. That's how I fell pregnant with my first daughter. Now it's been 3 days, which could mean either boy/girl. I know in the end it's in a Higher Hand in any case. So I'll just have to trust that He will give us what our family needs. At least now I know my body still works like it used to with mostly 30 day cycles and ovulation on day 16. Which I'll be grateful for.
If I don't get my bfp this month (afterall, it's only a 25% chance I think?!), at least I can start planning now that my cycle is regulating itself. I was so scared that being 37 now would mean problems with ovulation.
would go away faster though.i got bad migrains this cycle and feeling body aches all over and feel a ear infection starting. erghhh... 
though cd3 today hope it goes faster but not to fast i want my opk's
again, girl! FX'd for you!! 
isnt nice, and makes me think im paranoid, as I do think I have a few 'symptoms'
