stays away, you're still in it! 
Well at 3 weeks pregnant you're still way early. I was 10dpo, so 3+3, when I got mine and that's pretty darn early even.. so definitely give it a few days before you lose hope. Besides, as long as
Good that you're BDing to cover your bases.. maybe this cycle was super wonky and you're actually O'ing now?
shows... just wish i knew..
I went in for a blood draw yesterday and it was under 2. I'm trying not to be sad because next cycle would be better timing anyway....but unless the two tests that were positive were defective then I probably had a chemical pregnancy...I keep saying everything happens for a reason and the right time for the next baby will happen when it's right.
Hope everyone is doing well and looking forward to the weekend.
Cheers to AF. Oh ay de dy de dy de dy . .
I purchased a really cute shiny silver piggy bank for our soon to be nursery. I put some change in it today and it was really exciting. Kind of silly to be excited but it just made me realize... "wow there will be an LO in this room some day" LOL! I finished sanding both dressers and even have all except for three drawers painted already. We picked out hardware to match the armoire. I think it's going to turn out beautiful! Can't wait to share pics. 
They were brought for after the wedding because he is getting this certain game! I was so upset last night and really hurt that he felt the need to lie to me and keep thing from me, and effectivly steal from our household (despite him earning it int he first place) He isnt great with money, and ive been trying for years now to get him to be better with it, and it hasnt worked. It may seem stupid, but I told him to pack up all the consoles until I feel they should be brought out again. I felt like is blooming mother, but I think it's gonna be the only way that he will focus.
) and dont particulaly want to use condoms, as we never used them before I was always on the pill. If I do get pregnant in the comming months then we will take it in our stride and of course will be over the moon. If it doesnt happen then thats okay, it will just give OH more time to focus on the important things. 
Shabutie, sorry your OH is being like that, hopefully things will all work out with money and the wedding etc and you can have another baby soon enough when you know he is definitely ready
Hi girls,
This could be long...
Been having a re think about TTC. I do desparatly what another child, and for A to have a sibling, but I dont think its the right time to actively try. It's not that I doubt myself as a mum and would find it too stressful, its that I dont feel OH is ready yet.
I went to my mums yesterday for about 9hours in total, and OH looked after A whilst having a friend round. I came home to find that all he had feed her was porridge for breakfast( I was still here for this), 3 yoghurts at lunch and another bowl of porridge for dinner. He never offered her any water throughout the day either. I was so upset by all of this, but because I felt sorry for A. We had melon, mango, cucumber, cheese, stuff to make sandwiches that he could of made her, and he chose the 'easy' options so that he could get straight back to playing his x-box with his friend. it was the longest time I had left A since she was born, and I honestly felt that she would be okay. i know she didnt starve and was feed some food...
Then later on, we accessed OH's online banking because somehow we went over drawn and wanted to check what was in his account (what was left was going to be used for the wedding and some food shopping leading up to the wedding) and the top thing on the statement was £17 on x-box points!!! He didnt tell me he brought them, and he knew the money was for the wedding and knew how tight money is at the moment. His reason was that he 'wanted to get something for himself'
I honestly dont feel we should be activly trying to get pregnant when he still hasnt got his priorities in order. He would love another child but I worry he wouldnt engage in family life and I would be left with two babies, and an unsupportive husband.
So I guess we are more NTNP. i dont want to go back onto the pill (said I cant go back on my pill I was on before because im overweight, yet I was put on it when I was over weight
Hope everyone's having a good weekend. My Nan is bringing our Order of Service round today, so Im quite excited about that!
It's unfair you to parent your child and your husband. Hopefully your actions yesterday with packing up the consoles will make him realize that family is more important! Hopefully once the wedding comes your OH will be more onboard with family life!
Good evening ladies! I had a pretty crummy day with my doctors appointment today... more about that in my journal...
On another note though, I went shopping for my niece and nephew today both have birthdays coming up. I got some really cute outfits for my niece. They were having a huge sale.
I hope you all are having a great weekend.
Hi girls,
This could be long...
Been having a re think about TTC. I do desparatly what another child, and for A to have a sibling, but I dont think its the right time to actively try. It's not that I doubt myself as a mum and would find it too stressful, its that I dont feel OH is ready yet.
I went to my mums yesterday for about 9hours in total, and OH looked after A whilst having a friend round. I came home to find that all he had feed her was porridge for breakfast( I was still here for this), 3 yoghurts at lunch and another bowl of porridge for dinner. He never offered her any water throughout the day either. I was so upset by all of this, but because I felt sorry for A. We had melon, mango, cucumber, cheese, stuff to make sandwiches that he could of made her, and he chose the 'easy' options so that he could get straight back to playing his x-box with his friend. it was the longest time I had left A since she was born, and I honestly felt that she would be okay. i know she didnt starve and was feed some food...
Then later on, we accessed OH's online banking because somehow we went over drawn and wanted to check what was in his account (what was left was going to be used for the wedding and some food shopping leading up to the wedding) and the top thing on the statement was £17 on x-box points!!! He didnt tell me he brought them, and he knew the money was for the wedding and knew how tight money is at the moment. His reason was that he 'wanted to get something for himself'
I honestly dont feel we should be activly trying to get pregnant when he still hasnt got his priorities in order. He would love another child but I worry he wouldnt engage in family life and I would be left with two babies, and an unsupportive husband.
So I guess we are more NTNP. i dont want to go back onto the pill (said I cant go back on my pill I was on before because im overweight, yet I was put on it when I was over weight
Hope everyone's having a good weekend. My Nan is bringing our Order of Service round today, so Im quite excited about that!
