skybluheaven
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Neeeeeeeed caffine!!!! Latte? Cappuccino? What to order? How do u ladies take ur caffine?
Hi ladies! I've missed you all. I've been so busy w/Kaitlyn's 16th b-day, Brittany's HS graduation, Mackenzie being home and requiring all the time n energy I have...that I just haven't been on. Oh not to mention all the family and friends that are came in from out of town for the graduation. I'm down to 1 guest now and can finally breath
I hope everyone is doing well and keeping occupied n getting all healthy for the Autumn Acorns! I should be back n part of discussions soon.
I didnt really enjoy my pregnancy as much as I felt I should have either
...I was a high risk pregnancy which was good in some ways bc I got extra care and more ultrasounds than a typical pregnancy but it was bad bc I was on bed rest from early on....I didnt get a babyshower.....and then when I had the traumatic birth and very slow recovery so I was on horrible pain and didnt get to enjoy that much either. I felt so cheated...after so many losses and trying so hard to have a baby...I guess I had this perfect vision in my head and it didnt happen
However I tried hard to make sure that kya wasn't cheated out of having the best care from me
While I had a perfect vision of pregnancy...birth..and post birth...and it got ruined....I thought I had a perfect vision of what my daughter would be like and how it would feel to be a mom.....I had no idea
I didnt know that such beauty and perfection could exist.
I was instantly...truly...madly...deeply in love with my daughter from the first second I seen her. I thought I loved her when I was pregnant but once again...I had no idea.
Then each day I think there is no possible way I could love her more.....I get suprised bc with every smile...laugh....and even cry....I love her more.
So while I would like to have another pregnancy to enjoy...I wouldnt have done anything different with kya...bc maybe one small change would have shifted the perfection that I can't wait to wake up to everyday
Today seems like the perfect day to restart my prenatal vitamins
whoo hoo folic acid!!!
Pixie23.....funny u say that bc I ordered a cinnamon latte.....Are u spying on me? Lol
I am now at william Rast and listening to my boss talk about something that im sure I should be paying attention to...but im on my phone checking here ( but prentending im checking his appointments hehe) and kya is strapped to my back in her beco butterfly carrier plating with my hair!!!!
I know ur survey will go fine iheartbaby#1...and its good that ur sharing ur story with others so that u can help someone.
Well I got vaniilla added to my foursquare app so she can see where I am via GPS buuutt I don't have u ladies soooo I figured id pop in and see what y'all were doing???? Im hungry and need to get lunch but we gotta be here for a min then come back after we eat...booooooo I don't wanna work!!!
Pixie23.....funny u say that bc I ordered a cinnamon latte.....Are u spying on me? Lol
I am now at william Rast and listening to my boss talk about something that im sure I should be paying attention to...but im on my phone checking here ( but prentending im checking his appointments hehe) and kya is strapped to my back in her beco butterfly carrier plating with my hair!!!!
I know ur survey will go fine iheartbaby#1...and its good that ur sharing ur story with others so that u can help someone.
Well I got vaniilla added to my foursquare app so she can see where I am via GPS buuutt I don't have u ladies soooo I figured id pop in and see what y'all were doing???? Im hungry and need to get lunch but we gotta be here for a min then come back after we eat...booooooo I don't wanna work!!!
now you'll be able to see how dull I am I'm at home 90% of the time lol more people need to get 4square! its pretty cool with the badges (of which I have none!!!)
hope everyone is having a good evening! caffeine for me comes in the shape of toblerone, milky ways, maltesers, hot chocolate & earl grey