Thanks everyone
I just feel like this has really set me back in terms of coping with losing Sophie.
I guess I was hoping to come back from holiday pregnant so that when I go back to work on monday & have to face everyone for the 1st time I wouldn't be as upset cos I'd know I was pregnant again & had something to look forward to
I want a baby so bad I just don't know how i'm gonna cope with the disappointment of
arriving each month. I feel really disheartened as I thought we were supposed to be extremely fertile after M/c & we relaxed while we were away but
everyday so i thought we had a good chance of success. I EVEN TOUCHED A FERTILITY STATUE HOPING TO HELP THINGS ALONG!!!
My 1st A/F came exactly 5 wks after I lost Sophie but i didn't notice any signs of Ovulation so I guess I must've ovulated before we went on holiday/before we'd resumed
& I must've been too upset to notice cm etc...
Its really weird though... as usually my boobs get really sore before A/F & I get really bad stomach cramps & back ache but this time I've had nothing!!
The only way I know
was here was the small amount of blood I had for 4 days... TMI ALERT!! I only used 5 tampons the entire time which is MUCH less than usual.
Does anyone know if this is normal for 1st
? I was expecting it to be heavier & more painful than normal, but if i'd blinked this month I probably would've missed it! Lol
Love Nicky xx