Welcome all new ladies and congrats!!
Saw my doctor this morning, just routinely because of my early scan due to pain. He's known me since i was 15 so we're more like friends than patient and doctor. He told me he as worried about me bless him, i've suffered with depression on and off since i was 15 and i had chronic post natal depression with my first child it was some of the worst months of my life. Thing is he then said that he thinks this pregnancy would make or break me, he knows me so well that this actually didn't offend me. Considering the fact that i'm in the middle of divorce proceedings and have struggled with my mental health badly over the last 3 years i get where he's coming from. It was just almost hard to hear because i've been getting so much better recently and i'm such i fighter, me in my mind think this baby will make me!! It's time something went right in my life!!
Waiting now for midwife to contact me at 11 weeks, feeling very very emotional today and fed up with being home alone while my boyfriend works. The days are so so long when you're alone!
I get them a lot if I don't drink enough and I think that's the cause of this one.
