Wishing, wanting, waiting.....TTC for a year PLUS!

[wantingagirl]

I'm still here! Sucks, I know, but you're definitely not alone. I'm very sorry for your loss!

Thanks hun.... so sorry your still here too. Really miss Emily (Honeybee) too but I contact her on FB and text. I think I may be going the way she has soon and leave BnB for good the way Im feeling recently and I think alot of it has contributed to my miscarriage too and seeing so many pregnant women. Im sure I will be fine again soon but Im so confused right now about what to do xxx

 

[tryforbaby2]

You do whatever you feel you need to do to make yourself feel how you need to feel. TTC and MC are horrible and a cruddy feeling. It took me several months to not cry over my MC every moment of every day. I just want to squeeze you with hugs and lend you my ears and heart for support.

You have contributed nothing to your MC. It took me a long while to understand that it was nothing I did. You did it right. His/Her soul will come back to you when a perfect body is created for him/her to go back into. xoxo

 

[Ejay]

Hi all

not sure if anyone comes on this thread anymore.

Hi Wantingagirl so sorry for your loss hun xxx

Talking of Honeybee, I often think of her hope she is doing ok xx

Thought I better do an update after being AWOL for a while: had my gynaecology appointment yesterday after being referred by my GP. I have an hsg and ultrasound ordered but in reality unless the hsg shows something we will have to wait another year before we can go on the waiting list for treatment, the Doctor told us that the next step would be straight to IVF they don't look at doing anything less invasive in between!

I think OH and I are planning to get the tests done then book a private consultation to find out what our options are. I know it has been 2 years already but the thought of waiting another year just to be put on a waiting list for IVF feels too much at the moment

 

[Dee7509]

Hi Ejay,

Glad to hear from you. It's been quiet on the thread but I'm still around although on a break until August (gasp!). I've already had the hsg and mine was clear, I hope yours is too, and of course the ultrasound. Has your dh already undergone testing?

to all

 

[SquirrelGirl]

I'm still around!! :wave:

I just got my appointment scheduled for the reproductive endocrinologist! yipeeeee! It's May 24. I'm ready to start making some sort of progress. Waiting is the absolute worst, so I can understand how hard waiting til next year -- and August -- feels.

I hope after my first appointment I don't have to wait long for some sort of treatment to start....

 

[Titi]

I'm still around too.......(suspect I always will be-long after all of you have moved on into first tri......) but usually just stalk a little here & there once or twice a month.

Hey SG-maybe you will get pg now that you have a plan~~~~!!!!!

Dee-we have to catch up! Didn't know you were on break. We are on break too........although maybe for different reasons (sanity!) until at least the end of summer.

hugs to all

 

[Dee7509]

Nice to see you SG & Titi! Yes, on a break to help reduce cysts on ovaries. FX'd it's working!

Hope the time flies for us and our dreams are realised eventually!

 

[Titi]

Dee-it seems it is happening for everyone all of a sudden and I have a feeling you will get yours soon too!!! I have really needed this break to not lose my mind but I do miss you much and will be in touch soon.

 

[Lucie73821]

I'm still around too. TTC is pretty much on hold though, due to my dad's cancer. Dh and I will only be together about 3 days this month.

 

[tryforbaby2]

bump

 

[Ejay]

Hi all

thought I would do a quick update:

I had my ultrasound today, external and internal I hopefully get the full results in 7 to 10 days. The ultrasound guy was nice, he talked me through things and showed m,e the ultrasound of my cervix uterus and ovaries. He didn't say if he found anything too worrying but he did show me a fibroid that he had found, only small about 1cm.

Should be booking in for my HSG in the next couple of weeks, couldn't do it last cycle as the technician was away on holiday.

My HSG should be just before we go away on holiday, so we can go away and forget about things for a while.

Hope everyone is doing well.

Sorry I don't come on here much, I am just trying to keep TTC out my mind as best as possible.

Love to you all xxx

 

[tryforbaby2]

I'm glad you are making some headway. I am always checking and waiting for themuch anticipated good news from you.

Good Luck Ejay and enjoy your holiday.

Thinking of you.

 

[SquirrelGirl]

oooh, exciting Ejay!!! I'm having a lap on 6/14, then depending on whether they fix my fallopian tube, I'll either be doing IUI or IVF shortly. Can't wait!

 

[Ejay]

Great Squirrel, glad things are moving on so well for you, fingers crossed xx

The waiting is such a killer I am trying to do everything possible not to think about it, but it's hard not to feel that panicky feeling and just want things to be sorted tomorrow.

Thanks Tryfor for the good wishes.

xx

 

[tryforbaby2]

Good Luck Ejay and SG!!!! Fingers Crossed! FINGERS CROSSED!!!!

 

[Ejay]

Well HSG booked for the 8th of June, next weds.

will update you all after the event

Thanks xx

 

[tryforbaby2]

Eeeeeck! Fingers Crossed!

xoxo

 

[SquirrelGirl]

YAY!! That's awesome!!!!!! Good luck!!

 

[tryforbaby2]

Good Luck tomorrow EJAY!!!

 

[SquirrelGirl]

Yay! Can't wait to hear how it went, Ejay!