Wishing, wanting, waiting.....TTC for a year PLUS!

[tryforbaby2]

Oh Titi Have I ever told you how wonderful you are? You are such a beautiful, strong and brave woman. TTC is crazy, and I will never understand why its hard for some and easy for others. And I'll never understand why sometimes we are given the chance to carry a baby, to then have it taken away. Why unfit people, seem to be the ones with a house full of beautiful children. TTC is by far one of the most complicated things I have ever had in my life, and trust me when I say this but my life before marriage was very difficult.
I would love to see you beaming over a pretty bfp. I know how much that would mean to you, and how much it would mean to the rest of us.
I am very sorry for the witch. She tends to ruin lives.
About the fermara? I say go with your gut. Have you ever taken soy before?

EJ, how exciting to see the new pup!!! I have been seriously considering a puppy to help with my need to hold all things cute and small!

Honeybee, love you girlfriend.

 

[Titi]

AWWWWWWWW tryfor-you are the sweetest! Thanks for making my day...really, really, really appreciated!!!!!

I did try soy, for quite a few cycles 3-7. I didn't notice anything different at all. I don't really have any gut feelings.....just insanity at this point! Love ya!

 

[Titi]

Thanks for the advice girls, I'm gonna give it a go........ I just talked to dh and he says he's in for ONE more round of ttc. Afterall, year 3 doesn't begin until January, so it wouldn't be fair not to finish out the full second year ttc.... I'll sneaky fill the Femara and switch days. I was doing Clomid 5-9.......I'll try 2-6. And temp all month and really give it our all..........maybe I'll get a xmas bfp. If not I'll have another nice surprise holiday visit from our lovely red kootch monster. Why spoil her fun with me now?

But after that I PROMISE it's NTNP. That will be my New Year's Resolution.

 

[tryforbaby2]

I am excited you are going to give it another try!

Love Ya too!


At this point in all of our lives and with ttc for as long as we each have. The only thing left for us to do is hope and believe it will happen. And pray everything will be just fine for us, our family and our future children.

Sticky, Healthy and BFP baby dust to each of us!

 

[honeybee28]

YEEEY for another go Titi!!!!

I love you guys so much, thank you for always being here for me no matter what. You are the BEST. Ahhh I feel all emotional!!

Yeah Megg's comment was really helpful and reassuring. Everyone has been amazing, i couldnt ask for a better support network at this difficult time. Really hope noodles realises how much everyone is rooting for him!

xXxXxx

 

[honeybee28]

oh and titi, HAPPY BIIIIIIIIRTHDAY!!! Are you doing anything nice to celebrate? Did you get good gifts?!

xxx

 

[tryforbaby2]

Happy Birthday TITI!!!!


Honeybee, I guess the only thing to do is wait and see and hope for the best. Rooting for you honeybee and for your thai noodle!!!

 

[honeybee28]

Thanks Julia!!!! I'm rooting for your bfp this cycle as always.xxx

 

[Titi]

YEEEY for another go Titi!!!!

I love you guys so much, thank you for always being here for me no matter what. You are the BEST. Ahhh I feel all emotional!!

Yeah Megg's comment was really helpful and reassuring. Everyone has been amazing, i couldnt ask for a better support network at this difficult time. Really hope noodles realises how much everyone is rooting for him!

xXxXxx

awwwwwwwwwwwwww love you tooooooooooo Honeybee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know-is it lame that my bestest friends are all on my computer???????????

Here is to super hoping that you have a happy healthy and soon to be stress free 9 months........super rooting for you & noodle!!!!!

 

[Titi]

oh and titi, HAPPY BIIIIIIIIRTHDAY!!! Are you doing anything nice to celebrate? Did you get good gifts?!

xxx

Thank you girls!

This is a crappy birthday as far as being 35 and not being a mom yet and also getting the witch on it.........BUT.....I had a surprise lunch visit from my entire family which was sooo nice.

When dh and I were talking about trying for one last cycle and lamenting that January will make year 3 ttc he said that at least now I have all you-and that if I'd gotten a bfp in my first year I'd never have "met you all!" ...........so you are my best gift!

Nothing really notable yet.....I'm working and have ccd tonight so dh and I are celebrating Friday.

 

[honeybee28]

awww yey to surprise visits, and yey to all of us having each other

what ya gonna do on friday to celebrate? will it involve cocktails!?xxx

 

[Titi]

yeah we are going to have cocktails, go shopping happydance and then have dinner at Ruth Chris. They have reservations for us on the patio that include Marlow..........I couldn't be more pleased! I've asked for a puppy snuggly to wear her when we're out since her and I enjoy our outings so much. Sod it (did I use that proper??? : ).......if I'm gonna be a childless 35 year old lady then I'm going to be a WEIRD puppy wearing mama!!!!

 

[honeybee28]

Perfect use of sod it! well done! yey for shopping.
What's Ruth Chris? Im going to Google it. So cute that Marlow can go too!! And I'm so jealous that you can eat on the patio, it's literally freezing here. xxx

 

[honeybee28]

oooh steakhouse?! YUM.xx

 

[Titi]

ha ha! It's in the 80's here. The mall its at is an "open" mall and is doggie friendly which is why I wanted to go to that restaurant....there aren't many nice restaurants that let you bring your dogs so I'm all about it!!!!

 

[Titi]

don't get me wrong-I'd rather have snow and a proper season here!!!

 

[bbdreams]

Honey- I am praying for a good scan for you next week.

Titi- I am sorry hun. I am right there with you... the red kootch monster got me yesterday and I am coming up on 3 years in January.

Tryfor-I hope this is your month! It took my mom about 3 years to get pregnant with me and my sister was six years old when she finally got me. I read that your dd is six... this will be your year.

I think I am going to give it my all this month.. maybe even use opks twice a day. I thought not trying would make me feel better this month, but it just made me feel lousy.... especially since af was a little late. I can't imagine what it must feel like to see two pink lines on a test... every test there is always one line... it is so hard. This week was so hard because most of the 15 women in my life that were pregnant have pretty much had their babies in the last couple months and every time I am around one of them someone has to ask "so when are you ever going to have a baby?" it hurts so bad.

 

[tryforbaby2]

oh and titi, HAPPY BIIIIIIIIRTHDAY!!! Are you doing anything nice to celebrate? Did you get good gifts?!

xxx

Thank you girls!

This is a crappy birthday as far as being 35 and not being a mom yet and also getting the witch on it.........BUT.....I had a surprise lunch visit from my entire family which was sooo nice.

When dh and I were talking about trying for one last cycle and lamenting that January will make year 3 ttc he said that at least now I have all you-and that if I'd gotten a bfp in my first year I'd never have "met you all!" ...........so you are my best gift!

Nothing really notable yet.....I'm working and have ccd tonight so dh and I are celebrating Friday.

Funny how our good friends are people n the internet and from all over the world! But in this ttc rollercoaster, no one understands it better than us girls.



So nice of your family to visit you for lunch on your birthay!

Honey- I am praying for a good scan for you next week.

Titi- I am sorry hun. I am right there with you... the red kootch monster got me yesterday and I am coming up on 3 years in January.

Tryfor-I hope this is your month! It took my mom about 3 years to get pregnant with me and my sister was six years old when she finally got me. I read that your dd is six... this will be your year.

I think I am going to give it my all this month.. maybe even use opks twice a day. I thought not trying would make me feel better this month, but it just made me feel lousy.... especially since af was a little late. I can't imagine what it must feel like to see two pink lines on a test... every test there is always one line... it is so hard. This week was so hard because most of the 15 women in my life that were pregnant have pretty much had their babies in the last couple months and every time I am around one of them someone has to ask "so when are you ever going to have a baby?" it hurts so bad.

Hmmm......sounds good to me! My dd will be 6 next week. Thanks bbdreams!

Sorry about the SRKM.

You know what I did about a year ago? I drew a light pink line on my hpt for fun, and as odd as it seems, it made me smile for a moment and let myself daydream......

What kind of stops are you pulling out this cycle?

Thanks Julia!!!! I'm rooting for your bfp this cycle as always.xxx

Thanks So Much! Is it testing time yet,

I am impatient! Iam excited with the soy though! How awesome to O 4-5 days sooner than normal and have a short 27-28 day cycle!?! Awesome!

 

[tryforbaby2]

By the way, my boobies are slightly sore to the touch, and my nose had some bleeds again today.

I know, I know! I am crazy and a wacko SS!

 

[honeybee28]

haha julia im LOVING your short cycle! and yey for SS, love it. have you poas yet?

bb dreams im so sorry the kootch monster got you too.

titi we can do a house swap if you like, you come and stay here in the snow and I will come and live in the sunshine!! I would love to live in the states but it's really difficult to get into i think.

xxx