Wishing, wanting, waiting.....TTC for a year PLUS!

[Lucie73821]

Honey, you are in my prayers.

 

[SquirrelGirl]

Honeybee, please don't feel you need to hold anything back in here. We are here to support you.

 

[tryforbaby2]

oh GOD it SUCKS!!!!! You should be pregnant already, it's awful and unfair and an injustice that you're not

(to all the other WWW girls, im so sorry about dragging down the vibes in here, i will quiten down soon i promise).

It SUCKS IT SUCKS IT SUCKS. And they wont even let me go back to the FS, as I can 'get pregnant'. I have to either go for another year with no bfp, or have 3 mcs before they will see me again. im seeing the acu lady on saturday, and going straight back on the high protein, plenty of water diet from tomorrow.

xxxxxx

You also love, you should be too. We made it there but our babies were too perfect for this earth and hence God needed them both in his perfect angels group.

Don't apologize for bringing the group down! We are a family. We rise together, fall together, try together, win together, strive together and grieve together! If its too much for others than there is a way out of this thread. I am sorry, but we are a family and we are here for many reasons. Support is our key reason!

We have our moods, good and bad, some get very bitter (me included) at times, some only think about themselves (some of us know the few oldies that did), but a majority of us love you and adore you and are here for you.

Would be lovely to have a bnb prayer group, but that may be pushing it too far. But I will start this coming sunday saying a detailed prayer for my WWW girls and myself every single sunday, loud and clear so its heard with love. I think about each and every one of you on a daily basis.

Have you called the FS?.....It took me 5 months after my MC to call them. I explained the situation with my MC and they said I am still able to be a patient, even though I DID get pregnant, it didnt work out well was the deciding factor for them to say I can still be a patient. But I know most FS's will say no. Is there another one you can see just in case your FS says no?

This probably sounds very gross, sorry ladies!, but I am going to have DH deposit directly into my softcup each time we dtd and then I will insert right at cervix and try and rub the plastic underneath into my cervix and see if it works. Weirdo right? Hey, I tried everything else, why not this?......

 

[honeybee28]

julia i think that's worth a shot, nothing to lose right?!

my FS wont see me unless i go another year without conceiving again, or have another 2 mcs so im on my own for now. Still got the lovely acu lady to look after me though.

thank you so much for your support everyone. I'm down, very down, but i wont be beaten.

gotta run now, going to work for some stupid reason. speak to you later.xxxxx

 

[Ejay]

Honey, I just don't know what to say, sending you all my love xxx

I agree with everyone else, don't ever worry about bringing the mood down. We are all here to support each other through the ups and the downs.

Love you xx

 

[tryforbaby2]

The acu lady assisted in the baby making the first time, lets see it happen again!

Have faith honeybee. Its so hard to understand everything right now, and being angry is natural, and its ok. But I am sure each and everyone of you who dont have any children just yet, WILL have children and probably a few more after that. And for the rest of us buggers who have one child already, I also believe we will have the children we want too someday. The most common fertility issue is secondary infertility. For some reason, infertility most often occurs after having one child.
If we have not been told otherwise that we are each deemed completely infertile, then we should really 'try' to just have great sex with our wonderful hubbers, a wonderful relationship, have fun, do things together more often (etc)....because when the time is right for each of us,it WILL happen. There may be blimps on our pregnancy routes, and I hope never again neither of us has to deal with it. But sometimes I think my baby may have been born with a severe disability where he/she could never really live, just sit and know nothing. Where would have that have taken me? What would that have done to my marriage and my 6 year old? How much does that stuff cost, can I handle a child who would need 24/7 care?.......

You will get through this honeybee. Even though the grief is extremely difficult to deal with, your body is already thinking of a strategdey to create a healthy forever baby for you.

LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

 

[honeybee28]

thank you guys.xxxx

I know that noodle's body went because it was poorly, like you say, if it had carried on growing it would have probably been broken, and not fit for the noodle. So he's waiting for a better body. That's ok with me. I just hope we can make him one soon.

the bleeding is slowing which is frustrating as i know the worst is still in there, going to try more RLT, and hopefully that, acu on saturday, and the pill i take on friday will get it all out so i can start afresh. even though ive got a way to go, im super excited about ttc again!!!

just going to take each day at a time. other peoples babies arent upsetting me at the moment. but maybe they will be tomorrow. who knows!!

It's my first wedding anniversary today woop woop!!! i love my hubby so much.

how are you ladies doing?Xxxx

 

[tryforbaby2]

Awww Congratulations on your first wedding anniversary!!!

You have a wonderful support system there, honey!

Sorry for asking but what it RLT??....

I, for one, am having a lazy day. I am going to make chocolate covered pretzels, fruit and nut cookies, do some sewing and wash the towels. Blah.......maybe play some wii with DD later, if she feels better.

How is your day? What have you been up to today?

Soph, have fun on your trip!!!!! :wave:
Hi Ejay!!!

 

[honeybee28]

Raspberry Leaf Tea!! I was thinking it might help get the stuff out ya know.

thank yoooo!! Just beeon out for a lovely dinner with dh, had wine and shellfish and soft cheese. ha.

awwww nice. im watching desperate housewives!! are you up to date with this series?xxx

 

[Titi]

Honey-please share EVERYTHING in here-we love you and are your girls and your support! No such thing as bringing us down!!! You've been here for all of us on this unfair journey we've been stuck on. Don't ever want you to feel you have to hold back to keep up a good vibe!!! Love ya!!!

 

[Titi]

yeah Soph have a great vacation! Can't wait to hear about it!!! Tryfor-we need to pm each other re: adoption/re word, etc. etc.!!! Been thinking of you just been so busy with work last few weeks.

 

[tryforbaby2]

Gosh titi.....you are awesome! Lovce your inspiration to everyone! Hey did you see there is a prayer group/thread in here?!......I am so excited!!!

Honeybee, I did that too when that happened. I went right to the beer store and liquor store and then bought king crab legs and clams and indulged my feeling into food and drink. I have been doing so on occassion ever since. Everything short of smoking!
OOOh red reaspberry leaf tea ....I abrv. it as RRL tea! What a goof I am!
I watched half of sundays but I was sick and feel asleep during it! what episode did you see last?!....How about Gabby's daughter huh?! Now it makes sense! And Paul young.....the mean bast**d!

love you millions!

 

[tryforbaby2]

Titi....I wonder....would you be interested in my personal email or my cell phone for texting or calling?.....I figure b/c we both live on the east coast and in the same time zone.....if not no problem......lol

I have been dying to talk to you about it all too!!

 

[Titi]

ooooohhhh yes Tryfor-ABSOLUTELY!!!! You are so sweet for saying I am inspiration but I am truthfully completely overwhelmed and clueless! xoxo

 

[tryforbaby2]

lol......you are too funny!!!!

xoxoxo

I will PM you my number and if during the daytime you want to chat let me know! Evenings are difficult with dh and dd but for the most part I am free during the day! I can always set time aside for you!

 

[Titi]

aww that's perfect I'm always free during the day too and have a harder time with evenings. Next few days are rough with work though but expecting a break for next week! ; )

 

[tryforbaby2]

awesome! whenever you have time send me a text first so i know its you and not a telemarketer! lol

 

[Titi]

awesome! whenever you have time send me a text first so i know its you and not a telemarketer! lol

k!!!

 

[SquirrelGirl]

hey everybody! Just popping in. Kinda tired, just going to sit and watch tv tonight and go to bed early.

 

[Titi]

Squirrel-watching Man V Food and thinking about you! I just want to mow that massive hamburger.............eesh!!!!!!!!!!!!