Haha, How long have you been with oh? Wev been together 9 years and married 4. I think given how quickly this year has fine so far we will be there in no time, I'm so excited, but then occasionally I'm like wwoooh scary! My biggest fear is that being a mum isn't all I hope, Iv always thought it's my calling in life but what if I get there and is not, my mum didn't enjoy the "mum" thing, she loves me but she admits it didn't come naturally and she didn't really enjoy parenting much. Do you have any fears?