I am kinda sad. I'm not going to be putting up a Christmas tree in my house this year. I haven't been able to put up a proper tree for the past couple of years cause the apartment was just too small for a tree. I was excited this year cause we finally have room, but I can't do it.
Sam returned home last night from Strathmore. She was talking about her bf's family putting up thier tree, and she started crying. I asked her if she was ok, and she said that it just reminded her of what she was going to be missing this year. That was when I made the decision not to put my tree up. I understand I won't be able to take away the pain of her loosing her dad, but I don't want to cause more.