golcarlilly
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Hi Chris :wave: How is Annie today?
hey all...i had a couple of days off work to try and catch up on sleep and me time etc.....dh was off too....
am ok...feeling somewhat bruised....i think i hit an all time low yesterday.....
last week should have been our main jiggy window....but only managed to havetwice for various reasons.......i hate myself for feeling this way...
yesterday, i managed to get up at 11am.....though was in severe pain with my arthritis, so that set me off on the not being able to take pain relief because of ttc......and then realising that we have now been ttc for 2 years (hence no pain relief and my arthritis is getting worse), and that we have had two miscarriages, one of which it was twins.....i found it all very unbearable.....and when having a shower, i ended up sat in the tray crying my eyes out....must have looked a right sight
seriously though....yesterday, i was just hurting...all over....both physically and emotionally
and and to pour salt in the wound today, i have discovered that someone here is pregnant....20 weeks (which is what i would have been).....she's complaining that she wishes she wasn't so large with it...
i just feel lost......![]()