We have been trying to conceive for 6 mths now and honestly the first 3 mths I drove myself crazy! The fourth month I had a mental breakdown! Cried my eyes out when AF came. The 5th month we didn't have good timing but I was ok with it since I felt really stressed out. I started running again and just tried to find things to occupy my time. For our 6th month we had perfect timing and although I am symptom spotting I am able to blow it off and not convince myself I am pregnant. I feel liked am way more relaxed about it and hope that if I don't get my BFP this month that I can stay positive and just move on to the next month. Maybe it gets better with time? That or I will want to kill someone if it doesn't work this month! Haha! I think the first and second are the worst cuz you finally made the decision and want it to happen right away. Try to relax more and just go with it. Less stress will mean a better chance of getting pregnant! Good luck!