misskaileigh
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Well for my entire cycle, around day 56 or 57 but I'm 9dpo today
I am having a bad day today. Emotional and feeling really depressed. I keep feeling so hopeless. I keep trying everything I can and nothing seems to be working. I feel broken.
I really hope everyone has good luck.
It can be so hard, trust me I know. I cried all the time for months, especially when my best friend called to tell me she was pregnant. And now she just had her baby so i'm really hoping for a bfp
Well hopefully in a few days I will know if that's the case!
I just feel that I'm going to get a BFP. I've never felt like this before, I'm hopeful that the spotting I had was implantation bleeding & I'll be a mom come January! But of course, I won't know for sure for a few days
I think I am finally done with my AF. Hubby gets back from his business trip on Thursday. I'm hoping to get a little bding in even though it probably won't work. It'll just be nice to spend time with him. Hopefully this new cycle will be the one. Who knows though...I feel like I have been let down so much.
Trying to keep it positive though for the new cycle.
Keep your head up, it's rough, but don't give up! I'm still testing negative, but that glimmer of hope is keeping me strong.
But if I'm not pregnant, someone needs to tell me why my cat licking one of my pizza rolls made me cry today!
Good Evening ladies! I am 27 years old and just like you have been in such a horrible emotional roller coaster ride. I was diagnosed with PCOS at 19. My husband and I have been TTC for about 4 years now with no luck. back in November of 2010 I started my first round of provera and then Clomid 50 mg and metformin 1000mg had been in my system for a couple of months as well. December came around and nothing. So my dr. upped it to 100 mg. AF came in Jan 1st of 2011. Around mid Jan. I was having the weirdest symptoms that I had never felt.. I went to the ER after a BFN on Feb. 4th 2011 and they claimed that any pain, nausea, etc. i was feeling was due to a UTI. I didn't believe them. Feb 7th, 2011 came around and I went to my dr. I told him what had happened.. and he was so upset that they didn't do an ultrasound or ct scan (by this time they had taken me off clomid) I didn't understand why it was such an issue for them not conducting a ct scan... so he sent me to a STAT CT SCAN and he called me that evening with horrible news. He said that there was a large mass about 4 cm in diameter on my right ovary. It needed to come out asap. He then sent me to my gyno and he did the surgery Feb 22nd. When I woke up from the surgery, i was told that i had had a c-section and they had no choice but to extract the ovary since it had been dead for a while. the mass had done torsion on it. I was ok with that since I still have my other ovary. Well March 3rd, came around and itwas my post op appt. The dr, whom is always so vibrant and funny, came in with a distress look on his face and took my hand (my mom was with me) and said that the mass was a tumor the 7 INCHESSS in DIAMETER! And... i was now officially diagnosed withe Ovarian Cancer! I felt that my life had ended. But after many surgeries, and tests later.. I'm now a cancer survivor and thankfully still have my left ovary and the possiblity to TTC. I have been on metformin 2000mg for about 4 months now. I just finished my provera last Thursday. So i'm expecting my AF to come any day now. Once that comes my first round of Clomid 100mg is starting! I'm sending you all Baby Dust as I hope we all get our wishes to come true! I'm so happy to have found you guys. I felt so alone!