ok I know you guys are my new obsessive best friends, so please tell me is this likely to be another Evap?? The Frer was pure white negative this morning?!
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Hey
Still been doing my O tests. I have a little theory but do butt in and correct me if i'm totally wrong!
3rd test from the bottom was 14th may, this is first time since the depo i've actually had an O test look like this, white basically...my thought was, could implantation took place this day or around those days?
Last test is today (still bit wet though) I'm interested to see tomorrows test, going try and get first response later for tomrorow.
So, the girl in my office that has the same AF cycle as me just started her AF....And now, I'm cramping a bit. I checked CM, still a lot and watery...We all know how this can change in an instant! I'm so afraid that if I do start...that my LP is about 7 days or less (that's terrible for trying to make a baby, but would maybe shed some light on why we haven't thus far). I'm depressed now.
i had a lot of cramping after this O 
So, the girl in my office that has the same AF cycle as me just started her AF....And now, I'm cramping a bit. I checked CM, still a lot and watery...We all know how this can change in an instant! I'm so afraid that if I do start...that my LP is about 7 days or less (that's terrible for trying to make a baby, but would maybe shed some light on why we haven't thus far). I'm depressed now.
Aww i know its difficult, i'm always comparing.
Chin up
OR my area gets really swollen.
Wishing i've always got thrush in early pregnancy
Haha! Definitely not just you!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry you are going through that right now, though.
Mine just looked at my chest yesterday, did verify that my breasts are MUCH more veiny and huge...But just said "Oh well, you're going to start your period any minute now". He won't even talk about the possibility of being pregnant anymore. Other months, we have had tons of stress over whether or not AF will come, how are we going to afford a baby, etc.
Haha! Definitely not just you!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry you are going through that right now, though.
Mine just looked at my chest yesterday, did verify that my breasts are MUCH more veiny and huge...But just said "Oh well, you're going to start your period any minute now". He won't even talk about the possibility of being pregnant anymore. Other months, we have had tons of stress over whether or not AF will come, how are we going to afford a baby, etc.
Thank goodness it isn't just me... I think 3 years of TTC and then other life stresses have brought life to a boiling point
That's so sad...we will be at 3 years of TTC in October with no luck. It's been a struggle, one of my TWW was one of the only times I have seen my husband cry. He's taking it so hard, like it's his fault. I keep telling him it's mine but he won't listen. Glad to go to the DR and see if they can reinforce that it has been me this whole time. I can handle that disappointment but I don't think he can.
Haha! Definitely not just you!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry you are going through that right now, though.
Mine just looked at my chest yesterday, did verify that my breasts are MUCH more veiny and huge...But just said "Oh well, you're going to start your period any minute now". He won't even talk about the possibility of being pregnant anymore. Other months, we have had tons of stress over whether or not AF will come, how are we going to afford a baby, etc.
Thank goodness it isn't just me... I think 3 years of TTC and then other life stresses have brought life to a boiling point
Maybe you could try to do some fun activity to take your minds off of it?
Haha! Definitely not just you!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry you are going through that right now, though.
Mine just looked at my chest yesterday, did verify that my breasts are MUCH more veiny and huge...But just said "Oh well, you're going to start your period any minute now". He won't even talk about the possibility of being pregnant anymore. Other months, we have had tons of stress over whether or not AF will come, how are we going to afford a baby, etc.
Thank goodness it isn't just me... I think 3 years of TTC and then other life stresses have brought life to a boiling point
Maybe you could try to do some fun activity to take your minds off of it?
Im so sorry Wishing1010
Please know that it isn't one persons "fault".... it isn't anyone's fault! It is just something that "is".... you can not blame yourself for this.
Our bodies are strange, foriegn creatures; the more reading and research I do about TTC, I am surprised the human race is still going! LOL It takes the most precise setting for that teeny tiny miricle to occur.... and if one thing is off, that's all it takes. (I am not meaning for this to sound negative, I hope it doesnt sound that way).
You will have your teeny tiny miricle in one form or another. Have faith and be kind to your body; it is both amazing and complicated! YOU ARE WORTH IT! And remind your husband that as well. HE IS WORTH IT. And together, you can make a miricle happen.
I have faith for you.
over here! Thank you so much.
