jojosmami
Mommy to 3!
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We DTD on CD6,9,11 & 13. So if I O'd early and it happened yesterday I would tech have in there to meet them. Hopefully we will DTD tonight in case I O today and tomorrow night were taking the kids to my Aunts house to spend the night, so we can have a date night and Clean the basement out on Sat ( Its too hard throwing out old toys and having to leave the basement door open with the kids running around.) So I was hoping and I know he was too, that we would be able to have a nice, romantic, adult night! So I should be covered. He called a couple of mins ago and seemed fine. He asked what was wrong because I sounded upset and I told him I was fine. He made a remark like Don't worry, we'll take care of it tonight. I don't want it to be a job but I'm not going to complain if he gives it to me! I think I'll start picking out some outfits for Fri night to spice it up a little. Maybe that will make him feel better He does know how important it is to me because when we decided to have another baby it was because I sat down with him and had a long talk about what I want in my life and where we were at. I lost my mom at a young age and I've had a pretty rough life and I've always been very independant and made a "Life Plan". We have been living our lives by his plan for the last 6 1/2 yrs and now its my turn to take control of my life again. I told him I want to start going to the gym, go back to school, and have another baby to start things off. If he wanted to go on this journey with me as my hubby then great. But if he wants something diffrenet in life he needs to let me know and we can part ways. I don't want to be 60 yrs old wishing I would have followed dreams and lived my life for me! He's my hubby and I love him to death and will support him in any journey he wants to go on in life. But I expect him to do the same with me. He said he wanted another baby but he was just scared and wants to make sure we can afford one etc. I completley agree. We are doing ok, were not rich but we are comfortable. We don't need help from the government, we both work, and we will be able to give them all what they need and what they want. Now, will he be able to work on his cars like he wants, buy parts, get new tech toys etc. Probably not. But that's not fair of him to be selfish. I've been doing great with the gym, Have a Pediatric First Aid/CPR class on the 24th, and have been planing what classes I will take next. If all that doesn't show him how important it is to me I don't know what will! I know that it will all work out one way or another. TTC is such an emotional roller coaster on its own with out this added stress. Thanks so much for listening to my Bah,Blah,Blah Soap Opera. :Hugs: