I don't blame you. Ive kept busy and its help. Somethings I see or think about still make me sad, but once I found out, my D&C could have came fast enough.
I was trying to get pregnant this time (the 1st time...all 3 of my pregs were unplanned) but it was pretty much NTNP, I wasnt going to go out and by ovulating kits or anything, I just planned on staying "active" and hoping for the best.
Do you have any kids already?