im working mon n wed, n thurs im in doncaster getting kyras retianer fitted @ 9:30 then thru @ hosp getting my compression bandages changed again n hopefully coming up with a long term plan. of action :S week after im off mon n tues.....
Jo - Caine having off me Magna Doodle, Hot wheels car city fold up thing and ELC Easel plus apron, felts and chalk. Clothes off mum and mini kitchen off MIL.
Will go check out dress Claire.
I napped until 6pm today after mega full belly at carvery and carrot cake
spent the last hour solid crying, dont know wat come over me, well i do, but to name a few im fucking exhausted, siennas just finally dropped off after much tantrums, kids room looks like a bombs hit them cos they wont do as theire told, started running circles round me now cos know im tired and daddys not here to put his foot down, ive run out of milk and bog roll, no car on the road cos he conveniantly sent them off to have work done while he fucks off away, no shop ne where near, nobody close by to help, last week was awful kids off and no help at all. im sooooooooo pissed off with him, and just sent a 7 page txt calling him everything i could possibly think of, couldnt see what i was texting for tears. none the wiser to wen hes home and everyday is a tomorrow. and never fecking happens. spoke on the phone in the afternoon and couldnt bring myself to get mad cos i miss him, but now im sat here im bloody fuming and could knock his block off
have no idea wat so ever, everytime i talk to him its there might be a ticket tonight or tomorrow, hes waiting for a last min cheapy, but tbh if he dont buy a dearer one soon ill chop his bollox off, if he were jsut for a few hours before the girls go to bed each night i could get some me time, im running out of steam needed that cry, got a wet neck chest and nighty now tho lol makes a change from wet knickers tho rofl
Pip - I really hope you're feeling better this morning Wish you were closer so I could come and help you out! Sending you lots of love and hugs this morning xx
was ok ish when i got up begged leila to come in my bed last night and give me cuddles
then i woke up to my new voiles being delivered, and they were bogof yet only 6 pack s not 12, so they had it on the phone when i was on way to school so have half a house with viole panels and half with blinds, ( got sick and tired of peeping toms looking through my house all the fecking time as have huge windows so have plain voiles now plenty of gather and no fecker can see in unless they press nose against window..( i have a huge pet hate for nets) lol
hadnt managed to get hold of dh,so assumed hed got a flight late last night and was in transit or on a bus back from gatwick etc etc.sat here ready to log onto bnb and he pops up on fecking msn, still there
had to put the cam on sienna as i started to
GET A FECKING GRIP WOMAN
going to do some cleaning in this shit pit kepe myself busy first to find something to eat, the cuboard are almost bare and our tesco closed last week so shall have to sort something out soon.
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