I had kids before I ever had losses, as far as I know I never had a chemical before, but then again I never kept up with my cycles, I had no reason to.. now that I look back at some of those times I though I might be late, but since I didn't keep up with it I really didn't know and then here came af, I wonder was that a chemical or not? it's crazy how differently you see things once you are actively ttc you notice so many things you never even thought of before.. I have living children and my problems seemed to start after them.. I am not sure what causes it, but my cervix just don't want to start closed for very long, they put me on injections after around 20ish weeks to prevent preterm labor, I was told yesterday I would be on the progesterone pills til 14 weeks to prevent mc then stop then go on the injections around 20 something weeks to prevent preterm labor, which I didn't go into preterm labor with my 3 year old , I had premature rupture of the membrane (water broke) which from my understanding progesterone doesn't help that regardless.. I also think that is why I need progesterone now because my doctor had me on those injections with my 2 year old.. (I got huge on them too so not a big fan) I still had him a few weeks early at 34w so I don't know I have mixed emotions about it.. as for symptoms, mine some and go, but like I said I try to pay it no mind because with my last loss they got worse after I found out about the mmc..
penny, try to stay positive until you know for sure, or start bleeding.. can you go to the er?
It will be more like, "if I never get pregnant again, at least I still have my gorgeous ____ and I will know what it is to be a mom", you know?
next Midwife appointment 25th. That's the next milestone I'm aiming for.
