Wow Sally I am so happy for you!
I never started drinking again after losing the girls. Part of me didn't feel right doing it, part of me had lost the taste for it, and part of me was worried what would happen if I did (probably start bawling my eyes out!) have they seen you drink? Can you use any of these excuses??
So happy for you, yay! What a Christmas present for you and also for your angel, giving them a little brother or sister. Xx