Hi Ladies -
On my goodness, Rebekah!!!! I'm SOOOO osrry about Doug! I pray he gets better soon and things get sorted out for him positively. My heart also breaks for you and your experience the other day. I completely understand your tears (well, as much as I can - but I empathize) and you will have those days. but your little one knew you were there and was with you in the car comforting you. Remember that. I wish I could express what I'm feeling now a bit better but we are here for you!
I do hear you on the pg front though. My sister-in-law saw me the other day and said: your boobs are HUGE, you're not pg again, are you? First of all, she should have seen then when I was nursing!
Second: shut up. If I was, AWESOME. If not, I hope to be soon. Don't make me feel any different!
Angela - I love the pics! thank you so much for sharing. Damn, I got so emotional seeing it, knowing you are so excited and loving waiting for his arrival. Damn, there I go again. I swear, this week has been rough....and I should have just O'd like yesterday, so it's just too many hormones running loose in there!
Anna - awesome on the class and the great weekend. Love it when things work out in your favor and you get such a great day. Makes things seem rosier....even for a little while.
AFM: I went to the knee doc - a great one, finally! - and I am in need of a partial knee replacement. He said I have only about 2-3% of the cartilage left behind the kneecap. Which I expected, really, because I had 4 knee surgeries already and I knew it was decreasing. The partial means the cap itself will be replaced with a plastic disk and only one of the bones will have metal on the end. The recovery time is about 2 months. I have already had a massive knee surgery on that knee before where they went in (a nice 8" scar), broke my shin bone, moved it, screwed it down and cleared out behind the cap. That recovery was brutal and coming off that, I know I can't take the time to get it done now. If it broke, or if I couldn't MOVE, then the decision is taken away from me, but I can't elect to do it yet. Will I be limited, yes, but I already am, so we're coping. He told me if I push it off for 5 or so years, that will be fine, I won't need a full one, but if I push it to 10, I may. He was very understanding and agreed if I could put it off for a bit, do it as they do not last forever and will need to be replaced, so the longer I wait, the better the new stuff gets and longer they last. phew, that was long! But Angela - no, it will not interrupt our TTC - crazy as it sounds, we are forging ahead and putting the surgery on hold for as long as I can and hopefully have more kids!
on the TTC note, I am probably out this month as we were going great, bd'ing every night, then over the weekend I got the beginning of a yeast infection! ughghghghghghg. I mean, give me a cheese grater, please! So I took the monistat 1-day, took a break from bd'ing and healed. We resumed Sunday night and yesterday (Monday) I saw EWCM and today my temp went up a bit. So if we did manage to catch this month, we bd the day before O and 3 days before. But prob out this month, so we will just try again next month. I told Charlie all I wanted for xmas was another baby!
I am hosting a dinner party for Charlie's sisters this Sunday. So far dinner looks like this: antipasto platter, wild mushroom tartlets, and cheese & crackers for apps, dinner is: chicken with wine, whipped squash, smashed red potatoes, fresh rolls and a salad. Dessert, not sure about yet. Oh and a new cocktail: amaretto kisses with cranberry juice, vodka, amaretto, little bit of OJ and some sprite. - mine will be cran juice, OJ and sprite
Please, wish me luck on it. You all know this will be a long day for me. Hopefully I will have only positives from it!!!!!
Ok, must go, munchkin, is yelling for my attention. SO cute. I have to put up more of the 6 month shoot. I will do that soon. Oh, and we now have 6 teeth!!! 4 upper and 2 lower. More are coming, I can tell. He soon will have the Cheshire Cat grin!!! Love it!
Hello to everyone else and hope everyone is well. hugs to you all!!!
Beth