AF is due today, mind if i join?
I've been away from here for a bit. We had a chemical the last cycle we were trying before the hubby deployed. He returned in February and this is the first real TRYING cycle (but we did try right after he returned but it was more NTNP) we've taken part of since. My app says I ovulated on March 30th, making me 14 dpo today. We didn't use OPKs or BBT charting though, because that stuff stresses me out way too much and we wanted to take it easy the first little bit of trying.
Anyway, we're currently in the middle of packing to make a PCS (military speak for they are sending him to a new duty station) so I've been so distracted and everything I haven't really had time to notice what dpo I've been til the last few days and it dawned on me: AF is due *today*. I'm crossing my fingers, toes, sending a prayer to God, the Universe, who/whatever is listening that AF stays away.
Since I've been so busy and have been too terrified to test for fear of jinxing this cycle, I have yet to even POAS. I figure, I've made it this far I may as well see if AF shows and not waste my tests, right? Anyway, I just felt like joining back here again so I could talk with other TTC ladies. I'm totally terrified to test, especially because it feels like every time I've tested on the day AF is due I've started hours later.
I'm testing in five days if I can hold out that long, I'm having all the symptoms I had with my previous pregnancy and i am so scared to get my hopes up. My back is aching so much right now and I only ever get that during AF. I just want a baby now!!!! 
