a thread for those that have never had a bfp :( wow 23 bfp's

[Ms11b]

Same here too. Neva had a bfp. Af is due 2mr 10th, keeping my fingers crossed for a bfp.cz my ovulation stick neva had a dark 2nd line. So not sure if I ovulated or not.bt DH and I BD all week till now Anyways. No symptoms, @ all. M positive tho and I believe on miracles. Cz childrenare the heritage of God, they r Gods gift.

 

[wanabeamama]

Same here too. Neva had a bfp. Af is due 2mr 10th, keeping my fingers crossed for a bfp.cz my ovulation stick neva had a dark 2nd line. So not sure if I ovulated or not.bt DH and I BD all week till now Anyways. No symptoms, @ all. M positive tho and I believe on miracles. Cz childrenare the heritage of God, they r Gods gift.

What cd did you start peeing on the opk's

 

[wanabeamama]

Hi girls sorry I forgot to update so we got 5 eggs retrieved on Monday 1st and only 2 made it to the next day but they were top grade 4 cell 2 day embryos I had BOTH of them transferred on Wednesday 2dt my OTD is the 20th so still lots of waiting yet

How are you all doing?

YAY!!!! I can't wait till we know if this cycle worked I'm really excited for you!

AFM.... still trying naturally. Got AF on Sunday so we're on to Cycle 2. We decided to start fresh after the ectopic, plus, Cycle 2 sounds so much more hopeful than 48

Good luck for this cycle ash

 

[ashknowsbest]

Thanks wannabe. I've been on Lupron for two days tonight will be the 3rd.

 

[Ms11b]

Same here too. Neva had a bfp. Af is due 2mr 10th, keeping my fingers crossed for a bfp.cz my ovulation stick neva had a dark 2nd line. So not sure if I ovulated or not.bt DH and I BD all week till now Anyways. No symptoms, @ all. M positive tho and I believe on miracles. Cz childrenare the heritage of God, they r Gods gift.

What cd did you start peeing on the opk's

CD 12. And didn't gt any ewcm and all those tings women speak on here.

 

[Ms11b]

So af didn't come ydy and no sign of it tdy. Only symptoms are lower back ache that comes and goes , feel a tad feverish. .. Bt odawise I feel great. Waiting till tmr or sat b4 I test. Don't wanna gt a bfn cz mayb twill b too early. Bt m tempted to drive to d store and buy new tests ..Lol . Ll keep u all posted.

 

[ashknowsbest]

I just got back from my monitoring this morning. We made it there and fine, it was windy but not too bad and on the way home it was raining so we took a taxi but we're still alive! So, I'm so happy with my response, so is my doctor. My lining is 11mm and I have lots of follicles around 11 and 16 mm. He didn't count them all but I saw them on the screen and there are a bunch and it looks pretty crazy. He measured 4 I suppose, 2 from each side to get an average size. He said probably trigger Wednesday and ER Friday Now I'm getting VERY excited! Oh I'm also starting to feel bloated ... but I can handle that.

OH and I will be staying in the house all day. I might take a picture of the outside since we're on the 32nd floor and post it ... it already looks really nasty out, and the clouds, you can definitely tell they're moving in a circular motion ... it looks mean!

 

[daydream]

I just got back from my monitoring this morning. We made it there and fine, it was windy but not too bad and on the way home it was raining so we took a taxi but we're still alive! So, I'm so happy with my response, so is my doctor. My lining is 11mm and I have lots of follicles around 11 and 16 mm. He didn't count them all but I saw them on the screen and there are a bunch and it looks pretty crazy. He measured 4 I suppose, 2 from each side to get an average size. He said probably trigger Wednesday and ER Friday Now I'm getting VERY excited! Oh I'm also starting to feel bloated ... but I can handle that.

OH and I will be staying in the house all day. I might take a picture of the outside since we're on the 32nd floor and post it ... it already looks really nasty out, and the clouds, you can definitely tell they're moving in a circular motion ... it looks mean!

GL with your ER! I can't wait to hear how many eggs they get! Sounds like there's a bunch ready to go!

And stay safe. I was watching the news this morning, looks pretty rough.

 

[ashknowsbest]

AFM - Appointment went GREAT this morning. I'm doing my trigger tonight, they haven't told me when yet, they're going to call me and let me know when they get the results of my b/w. I'm supposed to go in tomorrow morning to make sure that I haven't ovulated yet which I'm sure I won't and then retrieval on Friday sometime in the morning (it depends on when I do my shot tonight, so if I do the shot tonight at 10pm I'll go in monday morning at 9am to have the procedure at 10am)! I'm so excited, but so nervous now ... it's all VERY surreal! It took me so long to get to this point, I'm so happy it's hear but want everything to go smoothly and also don't want to have too much pain after the procedure! My mom is going to try and make it here in time for the procedure but we're really not sure she's going to be able to get into the city because of this hurricane stuff ... the NJ transit isn't running and that's how she normally gets here...

Oh and I forgot, he measured 5 follicles but we saw so many more, and they're all around 15-20mm.

 

[ashknowsbest]

Just got back. I'm doing okay. A little nauseous from the anestesia but other than that, I'm good. Uhm ... I was a mess of nerves the whole time in the waiting room and then when I got into the room where they do the procedure I calmed down because it was pretty relaxing in there. My doctor came in, said hello and next thing I knew I was out like a light. No pain during the procedure obviously since I was knocked out and then I was waking up in recovery. They got 25 eggs! I am in a little pit of pain but it just feels like I'm about to get my period. I'm going to rest for the day, thanks for the well wishes and I'll let you all know how many fertilize by tomorrow.

 

[ashknowsbest]

Okay so they called and out of 25 ... 10 fertilized without ICSI. Not really happy about it but oh well ... what am I going to do.

 

[ashknowsbest]

So I got back from the doctors a little bit ago and now I'm laying on the couch resting and letting these embryos snuggle up. I am very happy with how everything went. The doctor said I have 4 embryos, we transferred two , 1 excellent quality (he didn't give us the proper ratings, he just said what quality they were) and 1 great quality. He said the chance of twins is 25% which OH and I are okay with. Ever since we found out we had fertility problems we kind of accepted that getting multiples was kind of ... in our future. So two transferred, I got to see them and I actually have a picture that I'm going to share with you girls! I saw them picked up with the catheter by the embryologist and I got to see them floating around in the dish, it was really amazing. When I saw them I almost cried because even though they're not like babies babies yet ... they're still my babies! The procedure was quick and painless ... it look about 5-10 minutes. Then I lay down for 20 minutes and went home. We walked home since it's only 10 minutes and it is snowing so that was really fun! I love the snow! OH is taking such great care of me and we're very excited to have our embryos back into my body where they are supposed to be. Now I'm keeping my FX'd that they stick!

https://i1215.photobucket.com/albums/cc506/ashliknowsbest/IMG_0638-1.jpg

Oh I forgot to mention about the other two. They're still growing and if they make it to tomorrow they're going to freeze them I'm happy with the results right now but I hope they make it to freezing!

 

[wanabeamama]

Omg daydream I see your little fella is here sorry I missed it congratulations it seems 2 minuets since you go your BFP xxxxx

 

[daydream]

He is! He came on the 18th, wonderful and healthy. We are home and adjusting well to our new life. He's breastfeeding well and even sleeps great so DH and I are doing well. I'm working on writing his birth story so I'll post that in my journal once I'm done.

And yes it flew by, I still get teary thinking about the journey it took to get here.

 

[wanabeamama]

Omg mrsB you got your bfp? :hapydance: congratulations

 

[ashknowsbest]

wannabe - how is everything going with you?

 

[wanabeamama]

Ok ash thank you I had 8 eggs collected yesterday for ICSI I'm just waiting for a call from the embryologist to see how many fertilised I'm so fricken happy I got 8 eggs I only got 5 last time and only had 2 fertilise so 8 is a great number for me I only had 3 good follicles on my last scan so it was a huge supprise
How's things with you???

 

[lian_83]

After more than 5 years of trying, I finally got that

I still can't believe it that it could happen to me. 2 lovely lines.. If anyone has tried half as long as me, I'm sure you know what I mean. I feel like I'm in the clouds. My body isn't broken, I can actually get pregnant -- and naturally for that matter.

 

[meyaon]

noops sweet heart u r not alone in this stage of time many girls and ladies TTC like me and you... dear wannabemam relax and let the life be ... after that just see the magic of GOD.... LOTS OF BABY DUST ON U AND ME......

 

[daydream]

lian - congrats! Aren't those lines magical after all the time of TTC? H&H 9 months!