Dream, I am



everything proceeds with this link! The wait is so nerve wracking and I really feel for you. We are linked and i'm still living it, I think the nerves are totally normal until bubba is in our arms. The treatments we have been through make us almost expect disappointment sometimes, I try to stay rational but it's so hard when we mant this so badly. Roll on Thursday! Big
Karen, woohoo, you are off the mark now, let the rollercoaster commence! I love the puzzle idea, how special, and the most lovely keepsake
Aimze, i'm really sorry. I feared you may experience that, I think 6 months is sadly quite commonplace. I do understand why, although think categorising everyone in the same bracket isn't right. Enquire with others maybe, but if you feel like this agency is right then maybe wait but see if there are things you could be doing in the meantime so that by the time you start you have put a lot of the groundwork in and therefore sail through quicker. Not sure if this is an option with the new system or not but worth an ask. waiting is so hard
Well I am idiot at the moment!

It's all got a little much i'm afraid and I just randomly burst into tears on my boss today

So embarrassing

I think I am still scared of it 'all going wrong', plus the car is costing a little too much money at the worst possible time, and we are being restructured at work and there is a possibility I may move localities. I will put in a grievance if this is proposed as the upheaval alongside everything else would be too much and there would be a much bigger commute, would disrupt future childcare arrangements, the lift share for DF etc etc etc. But I don't think I have the fight any more

Of course it may be fine, but I just got a little too overwhelmed

BUT little pink is the most important thing ever and we are so excited for our meeting next week... just want confirmation of times and paperwork. hopefully we will hear tomorrow. Back to the crazy email checking

Sorry to mope around, just finding things a little hard, plus hormones NEVER help issues

Will shut up now, but want you all to remember.....
Not flesh of my flesh,
Nor bone of my bone,
but still miraculously my own.
Never forget for a single minute;
You didn't grow under my heart;
but in it
Love to everyone
