It is really hard, CLynn. That's why it is nice to have discussion boards like this. We get to vent and find others who are going through some of the same emotions/situations, even at times when we can't discuss with those around us. I hope you get your BFP this time. ❤️❤️😊You aren't alone!
Update from my appt...had a faint positive on their urine test, to the shock of everyone since I'm so early. The doctor asked if I used a test that told me the moment I got pregnant 😂 She was understanding, and cautious with it being early, so she is drawing my HCG levels to check as well as progesterone, and we will re draw on Thursday to see that they have doubled. They had also done u/s to check on fibroid I was concerned about, and she said my endometrial lining is nice and thick, so I think that's a good sign too. This does mean I could get bad news Friday when we are with the in laws (or AF could come--ugh!), but I am praying for the best. Still going to celebrate with hubby tonight because for today I am pg!